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auti

auti

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Pretty fucking scared rn ngl. I'm running through the options in my head. I don't know what to do. Maybe go ahead and do it and have 911 on standby if I change my mind? My location is kinda far away from any hospitals... I don't know I'm so so scared
Uhh I accidentally inhaled some of it. Hopefully that's not super bad? It was just a tiny bit
Postponing for another day.
 
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Pretty fucking scared rn ngl. I'm running through the options in my head. I don't know what to do. Maybe go ahead and do it and have 911 on standby if I change my mind? My location is kinda far away from any hospitals... I don't know I'm so so scared
Uhh I accidentally inhaled some of it. Hopefully that's not super bad? It was just a tiny bit
People have still died despite calling 911 shortly after taking SN. One particular case that sticks in my mind is of a kid who took the SN, regret his choice, and had a family member call 911. He unfortunately died on his way to the hospital despite early intervention.

Maybe take a nap, or have a nice cup of tea instead? If you're very scared, I would say sleep on it and see how you feel tomorrow. SN is really not something you can go back from once you take it. Sure some survive, but many don't, so please be sure and okay with the potential outcome being something you can't take back.
 
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Apr 23, 2026
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rest in peace, good luck
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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No need for blue makeup. SN will turn your lips & nails & skintone blue.

If you think you will change your mind, you should not be attempting.

If you want to keep 911 on standby, you should not be attempting.

If you don't want to turn off your phone & put it completely out of reach before attempting, you should not be attempting.
 
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Like people said above, SN is very lethal so if you are having second thoughts, sleep on It, give yourself a few more days...
 
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Oct 22, 2025
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She inhaled some of it. I've read somewhere that even if you inhale a small amount of SN, you can develop symptoms like dizziness, lightheadedness and rapid heartbeat.
 
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auti

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Hi guys I decided to put it off for a while longer y'all r probably right. Also I didn't feel much from inhaling that tiny bit but that's prob cus it was very little. Anyway ty
 
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MyMomWasMyLife

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Hi guys I decided to put it off for a while longer y'all r probably right. Also I didn't feel much from inhaling that tiny bit but that's prob cus it was very little. Anyway ty
In my book, it's always a good thing when someone young doesn't go through with it. Do you have any loved ones that care about you? I hope you do. I remember you mentioning family in another post. Keep them and whatever love you have for them in mind. Please stay strong.
 
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i kinda want a blue makeup now
 
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