BitterlyAlive_
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- Dec 8, 2020
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Been so dissociated for the past month. Today has been an especially bad day and I've almost been literally sick from it. You guys may know I've also had very, very intense urges to hurt and/or ctb for the past few weeks.
Well now my brain is telling me that me not actively hurting or trying to kill myself is a moral issue, the urges are still very bad. I know it's almost a delusion but damn. Fuck.
Well now my brain is telling me that me not actively hurting or trying to kill myself is a moral issue, the urges are still very bad. I know it's almost a delusion but damn. Fuck.