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Ktenacious007

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Sep 10, 2019
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Just thinking that I think i might like the fact one bottle of N might not work and will think jist a little bit I may live througn it with just a nice long sleep, would make it easier for me to not get nervous and puke it up right away. I have severe health problems and without tmi suicide really is the only option. It's not that I want to die.
 
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Just thinking that I think i might like the fact one bottle of N might not work and will think jist a little bit I may live througn it with just a nice long sleep, would make it easier for me to not get nervous and puke it up right away. I have severe health problems and without tmi suicide really is the only option. It's not that I want to die.

Let me get this clear, you want to drink only one bottle of N instead of two because you will have a better chance of surviving. And a better chance of surviving will make the suicide attempt a lot easier on you?

I understand suicide is a last option for you. Sounds like your stuck in between a rock and a hard place. I bet It sucks to be you right now. Don't worry, It sucks to be me too hahaha.

Anyway good luck mate. I truly wish it didn't have to be this way, for either of us.
 
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Ktenacious007

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Pretty much. My health is just that bad I have no choice
One bottle is enough to ens it though right?
 
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Oct 27, 2018
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Only just. I wouldn't risk it.

If you spill a little or you spit some out, you could be in trouble.
Especially if your tolerance is a little higher (because of cross interaction with other medicine) or your weight is above 70/80kg.
 
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I could use a 6 pack of N right now!!!
 
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Only just. I wouldn't risk it.

If you spill a little or you spit some out, you could be in trouble.
Especially if your tolerance is a little higher (because of cross interaction with other medicine) or your weight is above 70/80kg.
I weight 140lbs. So about 15lbs under that
 
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