Venting I have SN but still want to try & OD....

[IThirst4Freedom]

So last year i purchased some SN off a DW Market place. Yes, i tested it and its 99.7% pure SN. I have watched a few videos of people using it as their method to CTB and well it looks very uncomfortable. I can get my hands on some "China white" which is basically synthetic heroin or Fentanyl. The challenge is, its not truly full proof BUT if it does work it will be painless. I truly envy people who take one fucking pill OR even half a pill and lights out. It just amazes me that people who are not suicidal die easily, yet my ass has failed to CTB 4 fucking times :(. It always seems like the people who actually do good in life die, but people who actually want to can't seem to fucking do it. Oh the irony...

Anyway, I just want to go peacefully. When i did OD, i only survived because i was found :( I did not feel a thing though. I hope this time ill get the job done, if not then SN it will have to be.

 

[knowledgeseeking]

I also have SN but would much rather OD. SN doesn't sound pleasant to me and OD sounds kind of lovely.

 

[peewee]

Im the same, I got sn but now I'm going with the phenobarbital od in an air bnb where i wont be found for 3 days, just to be sure

 

[IThirst4Freedom]

I also have SN but would much rather OD. SN doesn't sound pleasant to me and OD sounds kind of lovely.

Yea, also i have OD before off Fent and it was peaceful. I was found and given narcan :( If you can get Fentanyl and if its pure enough, its def the best method in my book.

Im the same, I got sn but now I'm going with the phenobarbital od in an air bnb where i wont be found for 3 days, just to be sure

I believe that is what Michael Jackson died from. Yes, that sounds like a good way to good. Best of luck friend.

 

[knowledgeseeking]

Yea, also i have OD before off Fent and it was peaceful. I was found and given narcan :( If you can get Fentanyl and if its pure enough, its def the best method in my book.

I believe that is what Michael Jackson died from. Yes, that sounds like a good way to good. Best of luck friend.

I have spent countless hours on the darkweb looking for it but have come up empty. It actually surprises me how hard it is to obtain. They say it's a cheap drug but I would happily pay a grand for it

 

[IThirst4Freedom]

I have spent countless hours on the darkweb looking for it but have come up empty. It actually surprises me how hard it is to obtain. They say it's a cheap drug but I would happily pay a grand for it

Yea that one is hard to find... That is why i aiming for "China white" its all on there. I just have to make sure i get the purest batch possible.

 

[knowledgeseeking]

Yea that one is hard to find... That is why i aiming for "China white" its all on there. I just have to make sure i get the purest batch possible.

They all claim that's it's pure but it's not. I have bought it from a couple vendors and it wasn't anywhere near pure

 

[IThirst4Freedom]

They all claim that's it's pure but it's not. I have bought it from a couple vendors and it wasn't anywhere near pure

Very true

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand as all I want to cease existing as painlessly as possible with no more suffering, I hope you find the peace you search for.