Venting i don’t want to be here anymore

[pengulin]

it never gets easier, it never ends it never slows down or takes a break or wains even for just a second. i'm tired of suffering i'm tired of creating my own sadness and wallowing in it i'm tired of living every day thinking why the fuck am i still here. i vented to my boyfriend, he's lovely but he doesn't understand the permanence of this eternal mourning state for the person i once was. i don't want to hurt anyone, i just want to stop existing.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Welcome to the forum! Fell free to vent as much as you want you will be heard here and I hope you will find the support you need here! I hope you can fine peace! :-)

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be awful having to suffer like that and to me it's certainly understandable wishing to finally be free as I get that it's so tiring feeling trapped here. But anyway I wish you the best.