I cant take one more day

[Mari&mewo]

I've been waiting and waiting and I can't do even one more fucking day. I don't wanna be stupid and get caught or end up in a worse hell but I'm physically shaking. No more. Fuck I don't even care about pain as long as I don't have to wake up again tommorow. I hate this stupid site nobody can even give me advice

 

[StrawberryBlonde]

I get you. I hope you will feel better, I would like to help you. What is your question?

 

[jodes2]

What's wrong with SN? What are you having trouble getting advice on?

 

[downndone2]

I'm sorry you are feeling like you are. I am feeling like absolute shit and haven't wanted to see another day for a bit. Guess I'm just not wanting to do anything impulsively or recommend it at the same time.

I almost feel like I'm in pattern of Psychogenic death...

Feel free to reach out. I hope you find peace

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing certainly can be torture and your feelings of wishing to be gone from this hellish world really are understandable. It's just so incredibly unfair how suicide is so unnecessarily difficult for us, we all deserve the option of a peaceful way to finally free ourselves from this, none of us should have to feel so trapped here.

 

[SexyIncél]

Would you like to share this excruciating pain, what it feels like or why it's happening?

Yes, our solutions will probably suck, because we're in an insane world. That tears people apart before they were even grown enough to navigate it. Even many so-called "good people" passively watch atrocities. But one never knows, maybe out of sheer luck a solution presents itself

I was in a similar situation some months ago. Constant fight or flight. I had everything assembled to die -- then suddenly a solution popped up, something so crazy and coincidental. With the help of this forum. I really should be dead now, to the point where this could very well be a dying dream in the last milliseconds before my brain stops

If you decide to ctb, you're right, best do it well. Try to think it through, avoid the odd traps so you don't find yourself in a worse hell. You're valuable, you're worth it

 

[Mari&mewo]

Ty for the responses, I think I was just tired of waiting and found myself at a spot of critical mass- but I'm feeling better today after some time with my bunny and a meal.


Can't really explain it well, but I think the world just seemed to loom over me- trying to get on ssi, struggling to keep my head above water, not knowing where I'm going to move or how I'll be closer to my best friend, feeling like I've made no progress and just been treading water for years. Health issues have eroded at my physical capability and unemployment has killed my skills. Just hard to be okay with waking up in the morning when it feels like nothing will ever change

 

[HerculePoirot]

I get you. I hope you will feel better, I would like to help you. What is your question?

I think OP is asking for a method with immediate, painless, effective result with no preparation needed. That's why they got no immediate answer and are so angry.

 

[CTB Fella]

I've been waiting and waiting and I can't do even one more fucking day. I don't wanna be stupid and get caught or end up in a worse hell but I'm physically shaking. No more. Fuck I don't even care about pain as long as I don't have to wake up again tommorow. I hate this stupid site nobody can even give me advice

If you've reached that point, then go for it.

Don't complain about people on this "stupid site" if you don't have the balls to go through with it.

 

[Mari&mewo]

If you've reached that point, then go for it











Don't complain about people on this "stupid site" if you don't have the balls to go through with it.











Just waiting for my sn to get here. The nights of waiting have been long, and my frustration came out sideways. I am sorry that i implied anything bad, most of the people here have been nothing but helpful and supportive. You have not. Why comment, read, or waste your time with someone you think Is too afraid to off themselves? /nm /gq

I think OP is asking for a method with immediate, painless, effective result with no preparation needed. That's why they got no immediate answer and are so angry.



You know your actually correct! Desperation + self anger squished out the sides at others. I apologize. Ty for pointing it out /g ordered sn yesterday and do appreciate the pointers ^^ hope u have good day