Majin K.

Majin K.

too weak for this world
Jan 9, 2020
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I actually read the whole thread after my first suicde attempt yesterday and I quite don't undestand how you do it right. I tried, I felt the blood in my head, lost my hearing, the tingling was there but it was scary af and after it didn't work I gave up. I just can't bring myself to hold my breath for so long because my instincts tell me to breath and I can't go through with it. Some people here said that they felt the symptoms but didn't pass out even after 20min - that must mean that they were breathing the whole time. So, can you actually hang yourself sucessfully while breathing?

(I'm from germany so I'm sorry if my english isn't the best lol)
Hey I'm also in Germany.
 
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SweetSpot086

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Aug 25, 2019
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How to get the courage to do full suspension?
 
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nbn

Student
Nov 3, 2019
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Why do you fail? Don't you think that your failures are related to the fear you have of death? What kind of failures are you talking about?

I tried to hang, my feet was like 70% on the ground, I just wanted to feel the pressure and a couple of times I felt really dizzy so I believe if I do full I die. What is difficult for me is to handle with the pain in my neck and the lack of comfort of course.
Why do you fail? Don't you think that your failures are related to the fear you have of death? What kind of failures are you talking about?

I tried to hang, my feet was like 70% on the ground, I just wanted to feel the pressure and a couple of times I felt really dizzy so I believe if I do full I die. What is difficult for me is to handle with the pain in my neck and the lack of comfort of course.
To be honest, I have not tried the method until now. I have read around 200 scientific articles on hanging and its mechanism.Sometimes I feel that its easy way to die,but when I read the complications of unsuccessful hanging, I think twice about this method.Especially, almost all the procedures the doctors use to save the hanging patient are very invasive.

I have once tried to pull th etwo ends of shoe laces around my neck and i felt dizzy.I have done that to know if my carotids are able to be compressed or not. However, I am such a p....... that I get worried if some one from this forum says that they failed hanging. I am a person who worries a lot, and this is one of the major reasons I want to die.But, even i am worried if i wll be successful or not.

I am waiting for an event which pushes my worries. I think that will be near.
 
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Majin K.

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Guys seriously try the carabiner! rope runs a lot easier through that and you don't get the problem with the knot not fully tightening
I don't think you could easily fit an actual rope through a carabiner. Carabiners don't tend to be that big from my experience.
 
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nbn

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Nov 3, 2019
191
How to get the courage to do full suspension?
I have the courage,but I am worried about failing the method.If someone gurantees me that there will be no failure, I will do it right now.However, I know that nothing can be guranteed
 
Majin K.

Majin K.

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I have the courage,but I am worried about failing the method.If someone gurantees me that there will be no failure, I will do it right now.However, I know that nothing can be guranteed
I mean if you want a method that's more likely to succeed there's the decapitation mega thread.
 
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SweetSpot086

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Aug 25, 2019
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I have the courage,but I am worried about failing the method.If someone gurantees me that there will be no failure, I will do it right now.However, I know that nothing can be guranteed

It definitely works..I am just afraid of choking to death instead of carotid compression..either way, it kills
 
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nbn

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I mean if you want a method that's more likely to succeed there's the decapitation mega thread.
I am worried that I will stop the chain saw after it touched the neck. I am so much worried person. I dont know when i can overcome this worry
It definitely works..I am just afraid of choking to death instead of carotid compression..either way, it kills
Yes, but I dont have the optimum conditions. I dont have the sturdy anchor point and privacy. I am waiting to achieve both of them before i try
 
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Majin K.

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I am worried that I will stop the chain saw after it touched the neck. I am so much worried person. I dont know when i can overcome this worry

Yes, but I dont have the optimum conditions. I dont have the sturdy anchor point and privacy. I am waiting to achieve both of them before i try
Pretty sure the thread starts off with people suggesting to tie a rope around your neck and to an anchor point while sitting in a car and flooring the gas. Imagine full hanging, but even more effective. Yeah I wouldn't suggest a chainsaw.
 
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AfterTheRain

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Feb 1, 2020
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Hey I'm also in Germany.
Oh, that's unexpectet.
I have the courage,but I am worried about failing the method.If someone gurantees me that there will be no failure, I will do it right now.However, I know that nothing can be guranteed
I understand that well. It's hard not to worry about all the things that could happen if you fail.
I don't think you could easily fit an actual rope through a carabiner. Carabiners don't tend to be that big from my experience.

Also it must hurt a lot to feel that iron carabiner in your neck
 
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SweetSpot086

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Aug 25, 2019
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I am worried that I will stop the chain saw after it touched the neck. I am so much worried person. I dont know when i can overcome this worry

Yes, but I dont have the optimum conditions. I dont have the sturdy anchor point and privacy. I am waiting to achieve both of them before i try

Just use a door knob for full suspension..other side of the door...throw the rope on the other side...make sure the length is such that feet would not touch the ground..
 
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Majin K.

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Oh, that's unexpectet.

I understand that well. It's hard not to worry about all the things that could happen if you fail.


Also it must hurt a lot to feel that iron carabiner in your neck
Which is why you take something soft like a shirt and fold it up to put behind your neck. Also since a rope can't fit through a carabiner, me and pasta are going to use the cut off excess of a ratchet strap (Zurrgurt) to put through a carabiner. It's definitely possible to pass out in 20 seconds by using a strap instead of a rope as evidenced by the video I posted several times.
 
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Which is why you take something soft like a shirt and fold it up to put behind your neck. Also since a rope can't fit through a carabiner, me and pasta are going to use the cut off excess of a ratchet strap (Zurrgurt) to put through a carabiner. It's definitely possible to pass out in 20 seconds by using a strap instead of a rope as evidenced by the video I posted several times.
That sounds actually pretty clever but don't you have the urge to breathe? How on earth can you go through with it? I guess full suspension is the easiest and savest way, because you can't really stop hanging. But if you do it on your knees you just can lower the pressure if your instincts kick in.
 
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makeitraw

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Jan 30, 2020
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To be honest, I have not tried the method until now. I have read around 200 scientific articles on hanging and its mechanism.Sometimes I feel that its easy way to die,but when I read the complications of unsuccessful hanging, I think twice about this method.Especially, almost all the procedures the doctors use to save the hanging patient are very invasive.

I have once tried to pull th etwo ends of shoe laces around my neck and i felt dizzy.I have done that to know if my carotids are able to be compressed or not. However, I am such a p....... that I get worried if some one from this forum says that they failed hanging. I am a person who worries a lot, and this is one of the major reasons I want to die.But, even i am worried if i wll be successful or not.

I am waiting for an event which pushes my worries. I think that will be near.

I don't know if unsuccessful hanging is more related with fear and pain than real failure or not. It seems to me quite difficult to fail specially in full suspension because of our body weight. Well, but I know what you mean. I'm also a person that worries too much and don't want to fail on this. But in fact, this is really painful for me... not sure I can do it. I'm researching other options though.
 
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pastamakesufasta

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Jan 28, 2020
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Hey I'm also in Germany.
me too lol.
I don't think you could easily fit an actual rope through a carabiner. Carabiners don't tend to be that big from my experience.
Yes you can, if your rope is less than 15mm there definetly are some in your local.. store? Bauhaus or Knauber if youre from germany
 
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That sounds actually pretty clever but don't you have the urge to breathe? How on earth can you go through with it? I guess full suspension is the easiest and savest way, because you can't really stop hanging. But if you do it on your knees you just can lower the pressure if your instincts kick in.
Since I don't have a carabiner yet and also won't be home for a week due to a business trip I'm afraid I don't have the answer to that question yet. When attempting and failing night night I didn't really have the urge to breathe even after over a minute.
me too lol.

Yes you can, if your rope is less than 15mm there definetly are some in your local.. store? Bauhaus or Knauber if youre from germany
I have an OBI near me roughly 3 minutes by car. Since you already confirmed that you can pass out with a strap I'm going to use a strap as well. Not to mention the YouTube video is clear evidence that people can indeed pass out with a strap instead of a rope. Also yeah I live in Germany, but I ain't German.
 
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Since I don't have a carabiner yet and also won't be home for a week due to a business trip I'm afraid I don't have the answer to that question yet. When attempting and failing night night I didn't really have the urge to breathe even after over a minute.
Uwah, that's long. I failed after 20sek. Maybe I just should stop beeing a coward and endure it.


me too lol.

Yes you can, if your rope is less than 15mm there definetly are some in your local.. store? Bauhaus or Knauber if youre from germany
Or Obi maybe? Or you just buy one from amazon
 
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Hello to all germans. For aprtial or if you are normal weighted (until 60kg) I would use a 10mm rope for Full or partial suspension
 
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Uwah, that's long. I failed after 20sek. Maybe I just should stop beeing a coward and endure it.



Or Obi maybe? Or you just buy one from amazon
Can confirm Obi has ropes as well.
Hello to all germans. For aprtial or if you are normal weighted (until 60kg) I would use a 10mm rope for Full or partial suspension
Hmm I might also buy a rope after all. I thought one would need a thicker rope, but admittedly I didn't read many pages in this thread. Though I'm still more inclined on just using a strap.
 
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A rope is a safe choice
 
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Ryusui

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Hey everyone. I just found this forum yesterday and think it may be the best resource to help me finally escape. But there's SO much to go through, and I tried to get through it all, but after page 29, it was hard to really find anything solid.

So here's my situation. I'm hoping maybe someone can help me figure it out. I think I want to go for a partial because full sounds too painful. I've already tried to commit suicide 4 times since last June, and all failed because I was either too scared or just plain failed.

I live in a loft that has a very large, very thick beam going across it. I've attached a photo for reference.

I'm thinking of using an extension cord for the length, and then something else tied to the end of it to ensure that it tightens enough, as I feel the rubbery texture of the cord will likely cause friction against itself and keep it from tightening properly.

I also have a bunch of 25mg seroquel tablets that I can take before hand to make sure I can fall asleep and maybe lessen the SI. Two of them knock me out fairly quickly.

Any suggestions on getting it done as soon as possible would be great. Thank you. Image
 
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AfterTheRain

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Any suggestions on getting it done as soon as possible would be great. Thank you.
Your room kinda reminds me of my own. Weird.

To answer your question: I think that beam will be perfect because you don't have to worry that it could break.
But cord isn't the best choice in my opinion. It's thin and hard to tie properly - a scarf or a rope would be better. Apart from that it should be really simple, just make sure everything is tight and doesn't loose while the process.

I never thought about taking tablets... How do you want use them? Take them and then wait until you pass out - does this actually work?
 
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HowSoonIsNow

" Oh, She was a victim of sweet suicide"
Feb 2, 2020
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I'm using a cable with a slip knot and my wardrobe bar, I just feel pain and my neck burns. I can't buy a proper rope or something like that, my mom will notice it and get worried( I have a scarf too)
 
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Your room kinda reminds me of my own. Weird.

To answer your question: I think that beam will be perfect because you don't have to worry that it could break.
But cord isn't the best choice in my opinion. It's thin and hard to tie properly - a scarf or a rope would be better. Apart from that it should be really simple, just make sure everything is tight and doesn't loose while the process.

I never thought about taking tablets... How do you want use them? Take them and then wait until you pass out - does this actually work?
I was thinking of using one of those real thick, outdoor extension cords to loop around the beam. And then on the end hanging down, tie something to it like a rope or necktie or whatever I can find.

As for the pills, two knock me out within minutes. I figure if I take a bunch, and position myself as if I'm about to sit, I should be able to let it happen without even knowing.
But cord isn't the best choice in my opinion. It's thin and hard to tie properly - a scarf or a rope would be better. Apart from that it should be really simple, just make sure everything is tight and doesn't loose while the process.
I think this should work nicely. Image
I just did a test with only the necktie by pulling upward as hard as I could. My lips got super tingly, but I couldn't really tell if I was passing out. Did I just not hold on long enough? Or was the tingling lips a sign that it was working?

I really want to do this today, as anyone who might check on me is preoccupied with the Super Bowl. So it's possibly my best chance.
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Workable?
 
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I was thinking of using one of those real thick, outdoor extension cords to loop around the beam. And then on the end hanging down, tie something to it like a rope or necktie or whatever I can find.

As for the pills, two knock me out within minutes. I figure if I take a bunch, and position myself as if I'm about to sit, I should be able to let it happen without even knowing.

I think this should work nicely. View attachment 26197
I just did a test with only the necktie by pulling upward as hard as I could. My lips got super tingly, but I couldn't really tell if I was passing out. Did I just not hold on long enough? Or was the tingling lips a sign that it was working?

I really want to do this today, as anyone who might check on me is preoccupied with the Super Bowl. So it's possibly my best chance.
Sorry not to be able to be of much help to you...but hanging is not my specialty, and since I have a failed attempt at ctb by hanging behind me I follow the conversations about it with interest but will not consider it as a good method for myself. I hope it works out for you ! Sending hugs and waves of courage....
 
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I just took 4 seroquel and have had a few glasses of whiskey today. In case I don't reply back here, if anyone wants verification...look for news of a 38-y/o man from Maui found hanged in his loft.
 
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I just took 4 seroquel and have had a few glasses of whiskey today. In case I don't reply back here, if anyone wants verification...look for news of a 38-y/o man from Maui found hanged in his loft.

Good luck. ♥️ We have almost the same age, if we live closer, we could be doing this together.
 
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ItsTime

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Still alive unfortunately. I never fully recovered and now it's worse than ever before. I need things to end. Anyone know what is the best robe to use for this?
 
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Ryusui

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Goddamnit. Why can't I die??? I keep choking, not blacking out. And then I get the fight or flight instinct and release myself.

HOW CAN I JUSG LET IT HAPPEN?
 
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Can confirm Obi has ropes as well.

Hmm I might also buy a rope after all. I thought one would need a thicker rope, but admittedly I didn't read many pages in this thread. Though I'm still more inclined on just using a strap.
I mean it's your choice but the strap with carabiner and a shirt works awesomely well for me. Might run to Hellweg and get a rope to test aswell tho
 
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