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makeitraw

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Jan 30, 2020
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Wondering what do you do when your survival instincts start to manifest. HOW CAN I IGNORE IT AND KEEP THE HANGING UNTIL THE END? Today should be the day...
 
Majin K.

Majin K.

too weak for this world
Jan 9, 2020
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Wondering what do you do when your survival instincts start to manifest. HOW CAN I IGNORE IT AND KEEP THE HANGING UNTIL THE END? Today should be the day...
When done right it's entire possible to pass out between 10-20 seconds so that's what you need to endure. After that you just have to hope that your body won't react in a way that it could complicate the method. Just don't worry about it. Worst case scenario you realize what went wrong or jump to a different method.
 
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LastRide

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Jan 23, 2020
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Ok but in which German stores can one buy SodaStream cylinders? Where did you get yours?

Also here's a quote regarding exit bags and CO2. Are you certain that a high enough concentration of CO2 overcomes these issues?

"If used without an inert gas, a carbon dioxide build-up will happen, which is unpleasant and will elicit a panic response. This can continue even into unconsciousness, and the bag may be ripped off, causing failure and further stress. Using an inert gas prevents CO2 building up and allows one to die of oxygen deprivation. (and with oxygen deprivation, you will indeed see the white light, so just walk towards it - yes really)"

Another quote
"You Will Suffer a Lot During and After It
Being odorless and tasteless, carbon monoxide suicide is often thought to be reasonably quick, inducing swift unconsciousness and leading to a peaceful and painless death. But that's not the real story. People trying committing suicide with carbon monoxide suffer a lot during the process. They find it hard to breathe and their head starts getting clouded. Vomiting and fainting are inevitable. Besides, fainting lowers the blood circulation rate which prolongs exposure to the gas and causes, even more damage to the body.
Complications for survivors: It is likely that you will survive the ordeal when committing suicide using carbon monoxide. When you do survive, the pain only intensifies. Depending on the degree and length of exposure, even with proper treatment, survivors may develop long-term brain damage, resulting in complications such as severe memory loss, low brain function, and severe cardiac complications. A person attempting suicide by burning charcoal will mostly survive, usually with tremendous brain damage due to cerebral anoxia."
Careful the second quote is about Carbon MONOxide not DIOxide ! CO versus CO2 ! Let's not get confused about our gasses here ! I don't know where the quote comes from but in the Peaceful Pill book there was an easy method to obtain CO by mixing two acids and it was said that in an enclosed space (like a car) was impossible to survive CO poisoning and that it was quick and painless....I'll try and find the relevant section and copy it.
 
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Majin K.

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Careful the second quote is about Carbon MONOxide not DIOxide ! CO versus CO2 ! Let's not get confused about our gasses here ! I don't know where the quote comes from but in the Peaceful Pill book there was an easy method to obtain CO by mixing two acids and it was said that in an enclosed space (like a car) was impossible to survive CO poisoning and that it was quick and painless....I'll try and find the relevant section and copy it.
My bad. Honestly my options are very limited as I'm living together with other people. Which is why partial hanging and night night are so attractive to me.

"In the Peaceful Pill Handbook2, Nitschke details a method of creating a reaction chamber which generates high concentrations of CO by dripping 85% formic acid into concentrated (98%) sulphuric acid. It is claimed this chamber can achieve peaceful death within a matter of minutes if used in an enclosed space like a car, as the CO generated from the device has been measured as in excess of 3%, with levels exceeding 1% in around 6 minutes."
 
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SweetSpot086

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Aug 25, 2019
228
I feel so pissed. I tested out partial suspension yesterday and within seconds felt faint so knew it was working. Tried again today to test out and I can't fucking get it to work I honestly feel so angry. I feel like I'm doing the same thing as yesterday. Same set up. Knot in the same place. Don't know what I'm doing wrong.

Same thing happens to me, somedays work fine other days, nothing happens.
 
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csharp

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Feb 4, 2020
4
This is starting to piss me off. All I'm doing is hurting myself. I can't gain unconsciousness. .
Sorry for the pain dude. Partial does not work for everyone especially with thin cables.
 
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Midnight-rain

Student
Jan 1, 2020
191
I tried to test blacking out with my fingers pressuring my neck; all I experienced was the feeling of blood rushing in my ears when suddenly my right leg spazzed for a second. Can anyone tell me why this happened?
 
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nbn

Student
Nov 3, 2019
191
I tried to test blacking out with my fingers pressuring my neck; all I experienced was the feeling of blood rushing in my ears when suddenly my right leg spazzed for a second. Can anyone tell me why this happened?
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Thats because u blocked carotid.congrats
 
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Rossrossross

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Jan 2, 2020
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Can I CTB by throwing my ligature over a door a closing it having the noose on my side ?
 
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csharp

New Member
Feb 4, 2020
4
Hi Guys. How does this work .For example,if you put a circular hard plastic/ wood on either side of trachea. I think,one can completely avoid wind pipe even when doing a full suspension
That does not seem to be a good plan.
 
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LastRide

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Jan 23, 2020
369
I think nbn's plan could be a really good thing - get support under the rope to quickly close those carotid arteries, and keep it off the windpipe where it just damn fucking hurts....
 
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makeitraw

Member
Jan 30, 2020
13
This is so frustrating... I'm so sure I don't want to live anymore and I'm almost 100% sure I would die quite "fast" on full suspension, but I always give up when I start feeling my heart beating faster, lights in my head and tingling in my body. 10 seconds seems a lot when we are facing the panic. Shit, I don't know what to do!!

Other options could be taking SC, but it seems that it takes too long and no guarantee it will work, or jump, but again... I don't have balls
I contacted 2 different euthanasia clinics but they rejected my request. "I'm too young" considering I don't have a terminal illness. Sounds stupid considering that we pay a lot there and more than 20 years of depression can be more painful than a terminal illness... lost all hope. I just need the f*** courage.
 
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deadalready

Member
Oct 22, 2019
37
It is said that only 15 kg is needed to break the trachea, does that mean partial suspension (assuming I'm kneeling, around 60% of body weight), will break my trachea?
 
Majin K.

Majin K.

too weak for this world
Jan 9, 2020
232
I think nbn's plan could be a really good thing - get support under the rope to quickly close those carotid arteries, and keep it off the windpipe where it just damn fucking hurts....
Yeah but what the hell should we use? I don't like the suggestions on the night night thread (cornhole bags or bottle caps). The former not being obtainable to me and the latter not having worked for me. Maybe small glasses or the caps of saltshakers?
 
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LastRide

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Jan 23, 2020
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Yeah but what the hell should we use? I don't like the suggestions on the night night thread (cornhole bags or bottle caps). The former not being obtainable to me and the latter not having worked for me. Maybe small glasses or the caps of saltshakers?
You know those wooden Easter eggs? Cut one in half with a saw and use one half on each side of the throat, flat side facing up, gorilla tape around to keep in place exactly on the sweet spot, then rope on top....?
 
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Majin K.

too weak for this world
Jan 9, 2020
232
You know those wooden Easter eggs? Cut one in half with a saw and use one half on each side of the throat, flat side facing up, gorilla tape around to keep in place exactly on the sweet spot, then rope on top....?
Anything that doesn't require me to order it? :/
 
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nbn

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Nov 3, 2019
191
Wouldn't I have blacked out first?
First u experience tingling and then slowly fading ur hearing capability and then followed by either unconsciousness or convulsions of feet or body. I think some people get convulsions before going into unconsciousness
 
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SweetSpot086

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Aug 25, 2019
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This is so frustrating... I'm so sure I don't want to live anymore and I'm almost 100% sure I would die quite "fast" on full suspension, but I always give up when I start feeling my heart beating faster, lights in my head and tingling in my body. 10 seconds seems a lot when we are facing the panic. Shit, I don't know what to do!!

Other options could be taking SC, but it seems that it takes too long and no guarantee it will work, or jump, but again... I don't have balls
I contacted 2 different euthanasia clinics but they rejected my request. "I'm too young" considering I don't have a terminal illness. Sounds stupid considering that we pay a lot there and more than 20 years of depression can be more painful than a terminal illness... lost all hope. I just need the f*** courage.

Have you tried full suspension? How do you give up on full suspension?
 
LastRide

LastRide

Specialist
Jan 23, 2020
369
Anything that doesn't require me to order it? :/
No it's Easter soon there will be eggs for sale in any shop ! They're usually intended for decoration, but could come in handy to speed up the blocking the arteries and blackout when doing full or partial....
 
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Majin K.

too weak for this world
Jan 9, 2020
232
No it's Easter soon there will be eggs for sale in any shop ! They're usually intended for decoration, but could come in handy to speed up the blocking the arteries and blackout when doing full or partial....
Yeah sorry I can't wait that long, but thank you for the suggestion. I would get a rope and bigger carabiner right now, if I would be 100% certain that I would succeed. In case of failure I would need to dispose of the rope somehow and I'm afraid I don't have the required privacy right now either. The walls of the hotel rooms aren't very thick. I don't want any unnecessary attention, because of my body fighting for it's survival once I'm unconscious.
 
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nbn

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Nov 3, 2019
191
Yeah sorry I can't wait that long, but thank you for the suggestion. I would get a rope and bigger carabiner right now, if I would be 100% certain that I would succeed. In case of failure I would need to dispose of the rope somehow and I'm afraid I don't have the required privacy right now either. The walls of the hotel rooms aren't very thick. I don't want any unnecessary attention, because of my body fighting for it's survival once I'm unconscious.
Where do u live in a hotel
 
Majin K.

Majin K.

too weak for this world
Jan 9, 2020
232
I don't see how my age matters.
 
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pastamakesufasta

pastafarian
Jan 28, 2020
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Ok but in which German stores can one buy SodaStream cylinders? Where did you get yours?

Also here's a quote regarding exit bags and CO2. Are you certain that a high enough concentration of CO2 overcomes these issues?

"If used without an inert gas, a carbon dioxide build-up will happen, which is unpleasant and will elicit a panic response. This can continue even into unconsciousness, and the bag may be ripped off, causing failure and further stress. Using an inert gas prevents CO2 building up and allows one to die of oxygen deprivation. (and with oxygen deprivation, you will indeed see the white light, so just walk towards it - yes really)"
You can get them for 5€ at Rewe, just ask for sodastream refill bottles. You can do some research yourself, but from what i found, a concentration above 30% makes you go in 2-3 breaths. Btw, i'm looking into h2s, i found my hydrochloric acid source but lime sulfur isnt a thing in germany, any ideas of where i can get a sulfur based cleaner?
My bad. Honestly my options are very limited as I'm living together with other people. Which is why partial hanging and night night are so attractive to me.

"In the Peaceful Pill Handbook2, Nitschke details a method of creating a reaction chamber which generates high concentrations of CO by dripping 85% formic acid into concentrated (98%) sulphuric acid. It is claimed this chamber can achieve peaceful death within a matter of minutes if used in an enclosed space like a car, as the CO generated from the device has been measured as in excess of 3%, with levels exceeding 1% in around 6 minutes."
Difficult, you have to wash out the acid fumes
 
Majin K.

Majin K.

too weak for this world
Jan 9, 2020
232
You can get them for 5€ at Rewe, just ask for sodastream refill bottles. You can do some research yourself, but from what i found, a concentration above 30% makes you go in 2-3 breaths. Btw, i'm looking into h2s, i found my hydrochloric acid source but lime sulfur isnt a thing in germany, any ideas of where i can get a sulfur based cleaner?

Difficult, you have to wash out the acid fumes
Currently I'm really more inclined on just doing partial as using CO2 for an exit bag sounds very questionable. The body will definitely react and possibly claw at the bag while unconscious. What are your sources?
 
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pastamakesufasta

pastafarian
Jan 28, 2020
51
Currently I'm really more inclined on just doing partial as using CO2 for an exit bag sounds very questionable. The body will definitely react and possibly claw at the bag while unconscious. What are your sources?
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There are multiple websites and a few videos on youtube stating the 30% thing. Although i'm on my way to buy the ingredients for h2s
 

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