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- Aug 14, 2018
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10mm ny´lon, hemp or cotton would be ideal
Wish you good luck and a comfortable hanging
How long to lose conciousnessPainful. You're dangling by the neck with your entire body weight, and you can't breathe.
Take 10mm not 6mm
Just afraid I would back outPainful. You're dangling by the neck with your entire body weight, and you can't breathe.
No 10m length, and 6mm thick
cotton is shit, get a synthetic one like https://www.amazon.com/New-England-...desktop?_encoding=UTF8&psc=1&ref_=ya_aw_od_pi maybe
someone on this forum bought a similar one
I didn't find it to be too painful, but my body panicked and i grabbed the ladder and pulled myself back up after a few seconds. I was using an insurance bag too so I don't know if that contributed to the panic. I tried again last night but I was wasted and on xanax and couldn't get the knot to tighten and i fell. I'm going to try to use a slipknot today. Will still use full suspension just maybe kick the ladder away. I really wanted to use an insurance bag too, but my lizard brain panics too much.Just how painful do you think full suspension is
1-2-in-x-15-ft-White-and-Beige-Double-Braid-Nylon-Dock-Line is what I'm using. I don't know if I'm allowed to post the link on here, it's from a home improvement store. It's a dock line so it can hold up to 650 pounds and is looped on the end so it was easy to secure it to the support beam, I just ran the rope through the loop a few times. It's soft too.I can't get it through that link being in the uk, I was trying to work out which one to get because I know nothing about different types of rope and didn't want to get the wrong one.
Yeah I'm going to push the ladder away next time and maybe not be so drunk. I was so smashed yesterday I forgot I had ordered $15 worth of mcdonalds for myself last night lol. Nugs for days.So the only problem is you shouldn´t have something to reach next to you, then you would die
If it´s thick enough. At BDSM suspension you often wrap it multiple times around you, at hanging only one time around your neck
Perfect. good luck. Hope it would be as much pleasure for you as getting BDSM suspended.
I'm new here. Some people just have shitty lives and it's not worth living. I could go on and on about the things that has happened to me and why I'm better off dead. Trust me. I've learned that this world wasn't cut out for me. I've tried to make an effort but the universe won't ever let me succeed. Last week Wednesday night I heard a voice that told me I should kill my self on Thursday. So that's the day I plan on doing it. I just don't know how soon. I'm 3 months pregnant and I have to decide if I want to do it now or after my child's birth... but I have guilt about allowing my baby to grow up without a mother. I just don't know I won't be able to take care of my baby and this world is shitty anyways I feel like it might be better if I do it while pregnant. I just don't want any mistakes because I don't want to survive and my baby not make it. I've always wanted to be a mother and I know my baby would like be me so much and I would love that baby so much but it's complicated. I've been thinking about suicide for a year now. I wanted to do it with a gun but when I was in a mental hospital last year they told me about this horror story about how this guy suffered in death slowly and then I hear stories of people surving shooting themselves and it scares me. I don't have money for a gun a either.I'm sorry to hear that, but don't give up (usually a line for pro-lifers). You'd be surprised at how much shit humans can go through. Everyone's different, and there's a reason humans have been around for so long as the dominant species despite being weaker and slower than a lot of other animals - our will to survive and our intelligence.
My mother's side of the family is Jamaican. I wish there was a way that people wouldn't find out how we died. I know at my funeral if people even do come they will be talking bad about me and judging me. I've always been missunderstood. I got a beating when I was 12 for self harm scars. Ever since then I've been really embarrassed of my depression and I hide it the best I can and try to cope with it the best I can by numbing it with alcohol and drugs. If only they knew how it felt. I'm debating on whether or not I should right a note. I want them to maybe understand but I'm not sure if it will even matter. I just keep thinking about how my family will judge me after death, like they did my whole life. But it is what it is. I really don't want a funeral.his father is in jamaica, i am bringing my son to him in 2 weeks time. he will be looked after, but in jamaica suicide is seen as weak and cowardly and i dont want him to remember that way... eventho it is tru. i dont want him to know how weak i am.
yeah I bIt depends on your weight and how tall are you
Yeah I bought this onecotton is shit, get a synthetic one like https://www.amazon.com/New-England-...desktop?_encoding=UTF8&psc=1&ref_=ya_aw_od_pi maybe
someone on this forum bought a similar one