
Dear Agony
The Void
- Jan 24, 2020
- 296
I've drank alcohol in one single night that would kill a horse, but I've never been addicted to it. I guess that would change if I indulged in it everyday. I also abused my prescribed benzos for a year, and I can say I pretty much remember nothing from that time lol, but I certainly felt better than now. It's weird, because I really appreciate myself while sober; because I can make hard decisions. I guess I would lose that if I were to over indulge in any drug. I do have some curiosities though and have thoughts about trying pretty much any drug. I think the only drugs I wouldn't try are psychedelics, because I'm scared of what my mind would come up with in terms of hallucinations.
And of course, I'm addicted to nicotine/cigarettes, half a pack a day, so that counts lol
And of course, I'm addicted to nicotine/cigarettes, half a pack a day, so that counts lol