How do you kill yourself without pain?

[tired93]

I have been raped in my childhood and in my 20's. I'm none but a discard of a human being. I drink every evening alone. I'm tired of being a "weight" for everyone surrounding me.

 

[EndlessRage]

I have been raped in my childhood and in my 20's. I'm none but a discard of a human being. I drink every evening alone. I'm tired of being a "weight" for everyone surrounding me.

It's one of the worst things that can happen to someone.
I was raped in my childhood. I get it.
I skip a heart beat whenever i remember it and forever wish i never had a memory like that to remember.
You don't owe anyone anything, you got hurt but you're not a discard of a human being.
All of those piece of shits who got away with what they did to us deserve to get flayed alive.
And seeing you talk about it reminds of me of my own trauma.
We never got any justice for what happened to us, all we can do is just stop existing to stop all the pain that's hurting us everyday.

 

[enne]

honey, i wish i had the answers…
i'm drinking myself to death over mine
you're not alone.
i've been touched since a child
told i was a gift-
later in my age became a "you deserve it"

if i could hold your hand, i would.
i don't know why this happens.

i hope you know you're with friends here.

sorry to pour my shit into your post.

i hope your night gets better.
we see you, babes.

you're no burden, it wasn't your fault. some people are just evil. keep flying and trying hun. i know it's heavy.

 

[toocraptoolong]

I'm so sorry you have been abused like this. I'm glad there are others here for you who can relate.
They are right - you are not discarded and you are not a burden. I hope you can believe this

 

[gardenhouse]

I have been raped in my childhood and in my 20's. I'm none but a discard of a human being. I drink every evening alone. I'm tired of being a "weight" for everyone surrounding me.

I'm sorry for this horrible thing that happened to you. Painless is nembutal (old sleeping pill) but impossible to find now.

 

[tired93]

I'm sorry for this horrible thing that happened to you. Painless is nembutal (old sleeping pill) but impossible to find now.

Which alternatives close to nembutal are there?

 

[gardenhouse]

Which alternatives close to nembutal are there?

Well if you are in the US, fentanyl, right

Or

Have you read PPH book?

 

[tired93]

Well if you are in the US, fentanyl, right

Or

Have you read PPH book?

I'm in Italy
what is PPH book? Can you tell me the complete title?

 

[gardenhouse]

I'm in Italy
what is PPH book? Can you tell me the complete title?

Peaceful pill book by Dr Phillip Nitschke, you can find the link tagged on the front page of the forum.

Another way which is being discussed a lot lately here is Heath Ledger's way

Purebliss has written a long analysis about this method

New Method | The "Heath Ledger"

This method assumes that you are Opioid Naive. Meaning you haven't had any opioids in roughly 120 days. I outline this method from the perspective of a german. If you are in the US you might be able to get the exact drugs that Heath Ledger took to die I AM NOT A LICENSED MEDICAL PROFESSIONAL...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[FuneralCry]

It's so dreadful and terrible to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I hope you find the peace you search for.