how do you feel right now? don’t even think about it, just type.

[neufliessen]

i feel lonely and ugly. i wish i wasn't such a loser.

 

[meiherasayuri]

Today I feel like a sad and stupid clown Maybe because I'm a sad and stupid clown

 

[Leonard_Bangley39]

i feel like I'm annoying to the people i care most about. i feel like I'm being too clingy and I'll cause the people i care about to get sick of me if they haven't already. i feel like i want to isolate myself and just curl up in bed for a week straight but i can't because i have work. i feel annoying and weird and bad

 

[Mrs. T-800]

Today I am sad for many reasons.
But one is: I miss my past life.
I had one. I found out.

I had parents who were good and who adored me, and I adored them back. I was an only child. I was very close with my dad. He would sing to me and play music to me a lot. He was the type of dad who would look at me and always see his little girl no matter how old I was. Even when I was in my 20s and became a party girl...
...which did happen. I was out late quite often and very much a flirt. I loved to party and was in such a good mood when I'd go out. I even kept up the habit through law school and through apprenticeships. I'd let my hair down and dance.
I wasn't exactly popular per se but I had a very dear friend. It was through her that I met the love of my life.
We were so in love that we were like teenagers. I was so happy, all the time, I was giddy like a kid in everything I did as long as he was in my life. I could behave like that with him as well as have deep, serious discussions, we talked a ton about a ton of things even though he was a quiet person.
Before then, I remember listening to songs on the radio back in the 80s (I was alive from 1970 to 1998) and dreaming about the person I'd fall in love with. I still love so many of the same songs today. But the first one I remember in this life that tied back to that old life was Space Age Love Song.
Anyway, I want to go back to that life. It was cut short entirely by accident, I was in the car with my love and two friends; he was driving. I was the passenger. Someone drove wrongly through an intersection and rammed the car, they T-boned right where I was sitting. Naturally, I died. Nobody could see it coming, nobody could have done anything. I'm not mad or bitter or upset.
I just want to live it again and to be with my love again. Or to let everyone know that I remember them and I miss them.

...sorry, I just had to get that all out.

 

[troubled_puppet]

my head hurts. it hurts to wake up. its too cold to leave the bed. no appetite.

still forced myself to do it. my eyes and head hurt. it took forever to realize it's hot. had to eat a snack to have vitamins.

Spoiler: tw thoughts about doctor

i wish i could have a sudden medical emergency so they have to take me to the ER so that my doctors would actually believe me.

irritable and drained on the outside. sad about everything on the inside.

 

[pusheen]

Physically tired because I slept two hours, mentally restless and a bit numb but nothing out of the ordinary

 

[momentomori00]

So tired and anxious, it feels like the walls are closing in. The weight is so heavy and it only gets heavier

 

[albert_camus]

i feel empty and numb. i feel lost. i don't think i'm doing anything correctly, but i'm so drained at this point i don't really fucking care.

Extremely exhausted and suicidal. Tomorrow I'll have a quiz at university and even though I studied I'm worried, because I'm a fucking perfectionist. Right now I'm not really able to study, because I'm so mentally unstable and unwell that the only thing I can think about is ending it all. Everything is fucking me up. I don't want to do this anymore. There are two topics I would like to study again, but how?? Maybe I should just end it all. My life's so fucked up atm, it's way to much to carry for one person, but no one's listening to me and there's definitely no one holding me. Absolutely no one. I'm alone in this. Totally alone. No one would really care besides my mother and maybe my father and I really don't wanna do this to them, but they aren't listening either. I told my mother how I am feeling and she always answers like "It is what it is"... yeah, no shit. That's the problem. I'm having a knife in my room, meds and I'll lock my door and maybe, just maybe this is my last day. Probably not, but I'm contemplating.

 

[darksouls]

I am afraid of losing sasu

 

[Unbearable Mr. Bear]

I feel invalidated somehow.

 

[Liebestod]

Over it

 

[HopelessBread]

i'm stressed, frustrated, and i feel awful. i hate my disgusting body, i hate my ocd, i hate the existence of employment, and i hate my stupid injured hand. i am completely miserable and unable to feel any semblance of happiness at the moment

 

[DeadManLiving]

Suffering

 

[sophia30]

i feel empty and numb. i feel lost. i don't think i'm doing anything correctly, but i'm so drained at this point i don't really fucking care.

hell. Absolute hell.

 

[peacebenow]

Agony

 

[stangoc]

Anxious, lonely and numb.

 

[singingcrow]

i'm just over it

 

[Off_Switch]

Suffocated by existence. I can't breathe.