Pryras
Last hope
- Feb 11, 2020
- 451
Things have been rough as of late. I'm scared of coming off of "pause" because I don't want to make any decisions. Wether it be CTB peacefully or reliving trauma in attempt to recover.
Truly the only way I "move on" from something traumatic is when something new happens to take it's place. When something equally if not worse happens to me, I immediately block out old memories and focus on the current one.
I'm turning 23 soon and have been suffering since I was 16 but I got through it with time. I feel like I can manage a different trauma than the one I'm dealing with now, it's unbearable but definitely considered "trivial" compared to what I have been through in the past.
Truly the only way I "move on" from something traumatic is when something new happens to take it's place. When something equally if not worse happens to me, I immediately block out old memories and focus on the current one.
I'm turning 23 soon and have been suffering since I was 16 but I got through it with time. I feel like I can manage a different trauma than the one I'm dealing with now, it's unbearable but definitely considered "trivial" compared to what I have been through in the past.