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Symbiote

Global Mod
Oct 12, 2020
3,099
I'm going to miss the integrity of your long drawn out posts which were thoughtful yet hardened. I'm going to miss our back and forth banter where your exterior softened a bit behind your stoic rationalism. I know you will find your peace, I don't have to hope for it. Farewell GPE, you'll be within a hidden alcove in my mind and heart whenever I make the decision to move on.
 
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yetme

yetme

Arcanist
Oct 20, 2019
486
Good bye! Sorry if I ve been rude in my comments
 
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painoflife

painoflife

Arcanist
Jul 27, 2019
491
I have always read your posts and comments and admired the way you write, you come across as a lovely and down to earth person. I wish you well
 
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_Kaira_

_Kaira_

This Isn't Fine
Oct 2, 2020
825
I've not been on the past couple days, I can't believe I missed your goodbye. I am so sorry. I hope you find the peace you seek.
Much love, rest easy. :heart: :heart: :heart:


"We bereaved are not alone. We belong to the largest company in all the world—the company of those who have known suffering."
 
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Zhontafly

Zhontafly

Student
Jul 16, 2020
182
We didn't really get to know each other much and that saddens me. The little that I did get to know gave the impression that we had a lot in common and were something like kindred spirits. Another regret for me to live with.

This world just wasn't made for us.

Peace and good rest to you. Goodnight and sweet dreams.
 
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Nexuno

Nexuno

Specialist
Dec 9, 2020
301
:heart:
 
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Apathy79

Apathy79

Mage
Oct 13, 2019
548
I'm really disappointed I missed this and couldn't help brighten your final hours, like you have so many of mine.

RIP
 
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Maka hiamoe

Maka hiamoe

Member
Dec 10, 2020
99
We never talked but I had been reading some of your posts for a while before I registered this account. I just wanted to let you know a lot of what you had to say resonated with me. I hope you find peace. It's sad seeing so many nice people in so much pain.

Edit : I had not read the whole thread, guess she's never gonna see this. Oh well.
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,956
I'm sorry to hear that you had to go through so much in life and how the world is shitty in general. I enjoyed your posts and contributions to discussions on this site. I hope you had a peaceful transition into the unknown. :hug:
 
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demuic

demuic

Life was a mistake
Sep 12, 2020
1,383
RIP :aw: You will be sincerely missed, you were truly the most thoughtful and insightful person on here.
 
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CyanideSoup

CyanideSoup

Memento mori
Oct 1, 2019
463
I am lost for words, although we never really interacted I enjoyed seeing your posts. You will be deeply missed here. It won't be the same with out you. I hope that you find happiness in whichever decision you decided to make
 
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self.destractive

self.destractive

ick/icks, they/them
Dec 11, 2020
85
i know that youre gone, but i just want to say thank you....we didnt interract much but when i first joined you offered me advice and insight that really helped me out. from just looking at your posts, i can tell you are a beautiful, well-spoken, and wise soul.

rest easy, GPE
you deserve all the peace, love, and happiness on the earth and otherwise
 
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tonygw

tonygw

Member
Dec 12, 2020
27
I did not know you and i never had the pleasure to talk with you either,but reading your deep and sad/truly words, I think the world has lost a very special person. Have a great journey
 
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Sinkinshyp

Sinkinshyp

Paragon
Sep 7, 2020
947
I SWORE I would NEVER write on a goodbye post. This one has really gotten to me. GPE you were always kind to me. I thank you for that. I'm glad we shared a hug back and forth yesterday. I'm so sorry I wish I knew how much you were hurting. You will be fondly remembered on this site for many reasons. Your ability to put into words was something so special, educated, wise.. Your words will hopefully be put into some sort of megathread for all to be able to read, you deserve that. This will be the ONLY goodbye thread I will post on. As mentioned I swore I would never post to a goodbye thread. GPE touched me and so many others. She was a very special woman.
 
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virginiawoolf86

virginiawoolf86

Specialist
Jul 4, 2020
316
I'm sorry I missed your goodbye.

I just wanted to say I've always appreciated your insight. You are a staple here and this place won't be the same without you. I wish you a truly peaceful transition and that your last moments are tranquil.

Goodbye GPE.
 
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torimandy

Fear is the mind killer
Aug 3, 2020
146
Standing with you holding your hand as yes, it takes more courage to leave the table than to submit to the wishes of others.
 
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grungeCat

grungeCat

Awkward & weird
Jul 5, 2020
1,110
You'll be very missed. I have always admired your intellect and your posts were always a good read. Goodbye my dear, I hope you won't ever suffer.
 
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Sensei

Sensei

剣道家
Nov 4, 2019
6,336
I thought that posting in your last thread wouldn't do any good, so I refrained from doing so. Now you're gone and I want to say a few words. We didn't get along, but that doesn't mean that I didn't respect you. I once said that you have a mind sharper than a razor and that if this forum has a doyenne, it's you. For what it's worth, I meant it. Sleep well.
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Illuminated
Feb 13, 2020
3,234
I'm so sorry to see you go..all I can say is that a little candle will burn for you tonight, I hope it's light will guide you to love and peace.

Goodbye GPF * hug"
 
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AutoTap

Elementalist
Nov 11, 2020
885
Gonna miss seeing you here. I wish you the best.
 
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Huntfish34

Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
1,619
Angels east, Angels west; please protect him while he's at Rest.

Gone but Never forgotten...

R.I.P. ❤️.
 
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Thanatonaut

Thanatonaut

My time is coming.
May 17, 2019
264
Sorry I missed telling you goodbye. Safe travels, GPE. You'll be missed.
 
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Cockatoo

From Russia
Sep 9, 2020
31
God, this is so beautiful and strong. I wish I could meet you
 
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NekoNomNom

NekoNomNom

There is no right to heal the wrong
May 3, 2020
248
Seeing your name crossed out almost knocked the wind out of me. I still can't believe this.

While I will sorely miss seeing you around here, and your input, I am glad that you have (hopefully) finally found the peace that which so many of us seek. I hope that your crossing was peaceful and swift, for you surely deserved that.

Rest easy, friend. Perhaps I will see you again.
 
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omoidarui

omoidarui

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
Apr 30, 2019
995
late but thanks for your wisdom.

i learned so much from your posts about manipulation tactics, or moreso i learned to consciously recognise and mitigate what i sub-consciously did interpret was an invasion of boundaries (basically i smiled through some things IRL despite internal feelings of unease about others' true intentions).

You said recently "I'm to the point I'm just trying to do as much of my own brand of good as I can for whoever wants to receive it while I'm here"

I did. I'm actually applying what I've learned from you to real life.
 
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Broken Chimera

Broken Chimera

The abyss also gazes into you
May 27, 2019
972
I'm sorry it's come to this. I appreciate your help with dealing with narcissists. You'll be missed dearly. I wish you peace.
 
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Moon Flower

I'll soon be sleeping sound
Oct 14, 2019
536
Gonna miss you <3
 
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Mm80

Enlightened
May 15, 2019
1,603
SS is a darker place without you gpe. Your intelligence, sense of humour, and appetite to stand up for the vulnerable made you an absolute legend here, and im sure, elsewhere. Cannot believe i wont see your words, that i looked forward to seeing, on here again. Gutted. Im sorry i missed your last hours. I wish i could have told you how much i thought of you. You stayed Classy until the end.
I just hope that there are boundaries in the afterlife, otherwise i know that somebody will be getting a bollocking!
A sad day. Rest in peace. I love you x
 
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sufferingalways

sufferingalways

Avoiding flashing images, epilepsy.
Apr 26, 2020
550
I am too late seeing this as well, but I also thank GPE for their posts, insights and honest. Sleep well. :heart:
 
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justanotherstar

justanotherstar

Life: you can’t fire me, I quit.
Nov 23, 2020
345
Your words are beautiful. I'm sorry it came to this. I hope you found your peace ❤️
 
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