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balladeer

balladeer

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Sep 28, 2025
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These past few months have been absolutely hellish for me, feel like I haven't visited this site for years. I finally got lucky and managed to find myself a friend who was kind enough to provide me with potassium cyanide. Words cannot describe how extremely grateful I am, I feel so peaceful and so much at ease knowing I can simply swallow whenever I want to wake myself up from this nightmare.

I think It's too early for that though, I would like to stick around for a few days more (or maybe a week who knows)
I love you all and I can only pray I won't go to hell. 1000281340

P.S. what songs would you guys recommend?
 
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somethingisntreal

somethingisntreal

The future prepared for us is a twisted joke.
Aug 30, 2025
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Whatever you decide in the end, I hope it gives you peace.

P.S. what songs would you guys recommend?

I have an objectively bad taste in music but here are some random things I pulled out of my 39h playlist




Oh looks like I've hit a limit to the number of links I can insert in here
 
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EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
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Hey there, Balladeer! Lucky you! hehe~ The best part about having a method is that you know you can use it whenever you need to~ It really reduces the stress and despair of the world a fair bit surprisingly enough [for pro-lifers]~ I wish you the best and will pray for you~ :)
 
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