Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes endless suffering.
It truly does just cause endless suffering and pain with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish to suffer in this cruel, terrible and painful existence, I'll always see existence as an abomination and it's one that just tortures existing beings all for the sake of it.

In this existence I just always saw as the most cruel, dreadful mistake for me non-existence is just the only peace, it's all I could ever see as positive, all I wish and hope for is to never suffer in this deeply undesirable, torturous and dreadful existence ever again and I just always suffer so much as a result of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for this torturous existence.
No matter what I really would never wish for this torturous, cruel existence that just causes all this harm and suffering, for me existence is just always the problem and I'll just always find it so terrible and dreadful to suffer in this existence I just always saw as a terrible mistake, all I want is some peace.

I just want to never suffer again, I'd just never wish for the torturous abomination of existence rather all I want is some peace, I'd just never wish to suffer in this painful, deeply undesirable existence that just causes harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of this evil existence.
I truly do just always suffer as a result of this evil existence, all that existence ever does is just cause pain, harm and suffering, it's all so horrific and dreadful to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

To suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me and I'd never wish to suffer in this existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want non-existence to bring me the peace I search for from being enslaved in this deeply undesirable, cruel and painful existence that just causes endless amounts of pain, harm and suffering, I'd never wish for any of this.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of this torturous existence.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this torturous, cruel existence and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is to be gone, I just want to permanently cease existing and finally be at peace from this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, dreadful mistake.

For me non-existence is just the only peace in this dreadful, torturous and deeply undesirable abomination of existence that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I hope for is peace from this existence and I just always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking again to finally escape from this evil existence I just always saw as a mistake.