Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

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Only seeing non-existence as desirable.
No matter what I could only ever see non-existence as desirable and I wish I never existed more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather I just want some peace.

I'll only be at peace once all is gone and forgotten, I just wish for peace, I just want to erase this torturous, futile existence so it's like I never suffered and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just want to never exist again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to not exist.
I really could only ever hope to not exist and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of existing rather all I want is peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never exist again and for me non-existence is just the only relief, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I wish to never exist ever again and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting any of this.
I really would never want any of this rather I wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence so cruel and dreadful non-existence is just the only peace for me and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed.

All I want is to be gone, I just want peace from all the suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful and I wish I never had to suffer, I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is to cease existing, I wish for no more suffering and for me non-existence is just all I see as positive in this existence so cruel.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to be gone.
No matter what all I could ever hope for is to be gone, I just want to never suffer in this cruel existence ever again and I suffer simply from existing, for me non-existence is just the only relief and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to cease existing, for me only non-existence could ever be positive.

I just want to erase this existence, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of existing, it's all so cruel and terrible and I'd prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this torturous existence no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing this torturous existence as only suffering.
No matter what I really will always see this torturous existence as only suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief.

I wish for no more suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, the peace of non-existence is just all I could see as desirable.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence would solve everything for me.
It truly would solve everything for me and I wish I never suffered more than anything in this torturous, cruel existence, all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer again, as long as I exist I really will just hope to not exist.

I just wish to be permanently free from the suffering of existing and I suffer simply from existing, the peace of non-existence really is all I see as desirable and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just all I could hope for, I just want to never suffer again, for me non-existence truly is all that's positive in this existence so dreadful.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as only suffering.
No matter what I really will always see existing as only suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, torturous existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again.

I'm always so tired of being burdened with this cruel, deeply undesirable and painful existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from, I just want to be gone from it all, I just wish to be free from this existence that to me will always be only suffering and I wish I never suffered more than anything in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer.
No matter what I really would always prefer to not exist than suffer and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'd just never wish for this torturous existence of unnecessary suffering, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed.

I just want to be gone, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, it's just all so dreadful and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me and bring me the peace I search for from this existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this dreadful existence.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this dreadful, torturous existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, all I could ever hope for is the peace of non-existence where all is gone and forgotten, I just want to never suffer again and I always suffer as a result of this existence.

I just want some peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this cruel existence of suffering all for the sake of it that just causes pain and problems there were never a need for and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me any relief from and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing it as so undesirable to exist.
I really will always see it as so undesirable to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of existing rather all I want is peace, I just want to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this dreadful, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only relief, all I want is to not exist, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and it feels like I've suffered for so long, non-existence is just all I could hope for, I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this existence no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for non-existence.
No matter what non-existence is just all I could hope for and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'd never wish to suffer in this cruel, torturous existence rather all I want is peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence so dreadful.

All I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again, non-existence is just all I could see as desirable and is all I'll ever wish for, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this dreadful, cruel existence I never would had chosen that just brought so much pain and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it torturous to exist.
I really will always find it so torturous to exist and I'd never wish for any of this suffering and I'll just always hope to be gone, for me non-existence is the only relief and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this torturous existence.

All I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer again and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, I just want some peace and for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so torturous, I always find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for peace.
No matter what peace from this torturous, cruel existence is just all I could hope for, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in existing, all I want is to be free from it all.

I just want to be gone, I wish for no more suffering and I always suffer as a result of being burdened with this deeply undesirable existence I never would had chosen, for me existence is just always the problem and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist.
I really will always prefer to not exist than suffer and I wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence so torturous, cruel and dreadful non-existence is just the only peace for me and as long as I exist I'll just wish for peace.

I wish for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, futile existence I just always saw as a mistake that I never would had chosen that just caused me to suffer and I always suffer as a result of this existence, I really will always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes suffering and harm.
It truly does just cause suffering and harm with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, cruel existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I always suffer so much as a result of existing, all I want is some peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm free from this torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake.

I just want to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this existence as only suffering, I just wish for peace from this existence that just causes suffering and harm, I'll always see existence as the problem, to me existence will just always be an abomination.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer in this existence.
I really would just never want to suffer in this existence rather all I want is to be gone, I just want some peace, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this torturous existence as only suffering, to me existence just feels like a terrible mistake and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to be gone.

For me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence so torturous that just caused me to suffer and I always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing it as a burden to exist.
No matter what I really will always see it as a burden to exist and it's one only non-existence can bring me peace from, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'd never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this torturous existence as only suffering, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, all I want is the peace of non-existence, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always so dreadful to me.
It really is always so dreadful to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer, I'd never wish for this existence so torturous and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, all I want is peace, I just want to never suffer again and I always suffer so much as a result of this existence, I just want some peace, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just the only peace for me.
It truly is the only peace for me and I suffer simply from being burdened with this torturous, futile existence I just never would had chosen and never would had wished for.

I just hope for peace from all the suffering and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake, all I want is to be gone, for me non-existence really is just all that's desirable in this existence I never would had chosen and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is to be gone, I just want peace from the pain and suffering of this existence I never would had chosen that just caused me to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

All I've ever wanted is the peace of non-existence.
The peace of non-existence is just all I'll hope for and I'd never wish for this torturous, dreadful existence rather all I want is to be gone and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only the peace of non-existence can take away for me, all I want is peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this existence.

For me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I see as desirable, I'd just never wish for this existence that causes and brings so much pain and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem to me.
It really is always the problem to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything in this torturous existence, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for the peace of non-existence and for me non-existence is just all that's positive for me.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer and I'll always see existing as only suffering, all I want is to never suffer again, I just wish for peace and for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so torturous and cruel and I suffer simply from existing, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just an unnecessary harm.
It truly is an unnecessary harm and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this torturous existence.

I just want some peace, I just want to be free from this harmful, dreadful existence where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured just to die in agony from old age and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I always saw as a mistake, all I want is peace from it all, I just wish to be gone, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence that I never would had chosen and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just always so dreadful to me.
No matter what I'll just always see it as so dreadful to exist and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'd never wish for the pain and suffering of existing rather all I hope for is the peace of non-existence, I just hope to be permanently free from this dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I suffer simply from existing, as long as I exist I really will just wish to never suffer in this dreadful existence ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always wishing to erase this existence.
I truly am always wishing to erase this existence, I want it to be like I never suffered in this torturous, cruel and dreadful existence at all, for me non-existence is just the only relief and I wish I never suffered more than anything, all I want is peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer exist.

I just want all to be forgotten for me, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see this existence as only suffering, I just want to be gone from it all, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is all I see as positive.
It truly is all I see as positive and is all that can bring me any peace from this existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I hope for is no more suffering, I just wish to not exist and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake.

I just want to be gone, I just want to never suffer again, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I never would had chosen, non-existence is all I'll look forward to, all that existence does is just cause pain and suffering and I'll always see this dreadful, torturous existence as only suffering no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for any of this.
I really would just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer in this torturous, cruel existence ever again and I'll just always see existing as only suffering.

I just want peace from it all and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake, existence to me really is always the problem and I'd never wish to suffer in this dreadful, cruel existence rather I just want to be gone, I'd never wish to exist and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I suffer simply from being burdened with this torturous existence I never would had chosen,

 

[FuneralCry]

To never suffer in this torturous existence again is all I'll hope for.
It truly is all I'll hope for and I wish I never suffered in this torturous existence more than anything, I just wish to be gone.

For me non-existence is just all that's positive and I wish I never suffered more than anything, only non-existence can bring me the peace from all the suffering I search for and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this existence I always saw as a mistake, I just want to never suffer again and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer.
I just don't want to suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence, as long as I exist I really will just hope to never suffer again and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

For me non-existence is just the only peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer, for me existence really is always the problem and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is to be gone, I always find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist.
I really will always prefer to not exist than suffer no matter what and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this torturous existence, all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer again and I'd never wish for any of this, existence is just always the problem to me and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as just being unnecessary suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this dreadful, torturous existence and I wish I never had to suffer at all, for me non-existence is just the only relief and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this futile, cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I hope for is eternal sleep.

For me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I just never would had chosen that just causes and brings pain with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel and dreadful and I wish I never existed more than anything.