Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is all I see as positive.
It truly is all I see as positive and more than anything I wish I never suffered in this torturous existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief and I'd never wish for this existence that causes and brings all this suffering all for the sake of it, all I want is to be gone.

For me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so dreadful, non-existence is just all I see as desirable, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always so undesirable.
No matter what I'll always find it so undesirable to suffer in this existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed.

I'll always see existence as the problem, it's one only non-existence can bring me peace from, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'd never wish for the pain and suffering of existing rather all I want is peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this dreadful, cruel existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes suffering.
It truly does cause pain and suffering and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed, I'd just never wish for this dreadful existence that just causes suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence, all I want is peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace, all I want is to never suffer again and I'll always see this cruel existence as only suffering, all I wish for is peace, I just want to be gone.