Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as only suffering.
No matter what I really will always see existing as only suffering and I wish I never suffered more than anything, as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone, I just wish for non-existence to bring me peace from the dreadful, torturous abomination of existence, I just want to not exist.

Only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the pain and suffering of existing and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and I'd just never wish for any of this, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to never exist again.
I truly could only ever hope to never exist again and I wish that more than anything I never suffered, all I want is peace from this torturous existence and I'll just only be at peace once I no longer exist, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable.

I just want to be free from this torturous, dreadful existence and I suffer simply from existing, I just want peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace, for me non-existence is all that's positive, I suffer simply from existing, all I want is to be gone, I wish to erase this existence, I wish for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only in non-existence will I be at peace.
I truly will only be at peace from all pain and suffering in non-existence, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, for me the only relief lies in an eternal sleep where finally I cannot suffer in any way and as long as I exist I'll only hope for non-existence.

I just want to never suffer again and I always suffer so much as a result of this torturous, futile existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so dreadful, all I want is to not exist, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and is all that can bring me the relief I search for from the abomination of existence.