Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Only seeing non-existence as desirable.
No matter what I could only ever see non-existence as desirable and I wish I never existed more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather I just want some peace.

I'll only be at peace once all is gone and forgotten, I just wish for peace, I just want to erase this torturous, futile existence so it's like I never suffered and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just want to never exist again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to not exist.
I really could only ever hope to not exist and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of existing rather all I want is peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never exist again and for me non-existence is just the only relief, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I wish to never exist ever again and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting any of this.
I really would never want any of this rather I wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence so cruel and dreadful non-existence is just the only peace for me and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed.

All I want is to be gone, I just want peace from all the suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful and I wish I never had to suffer, I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is to cease existing, I wish for no more suffering and for me non-existence is just all I see as positive in this existence so cruel.