Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

To be at peace is just all I see as desirable.
It truly is all I see as desirable and no matter what I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this cruel, torturous existence I just never would had chosen and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, it's all so dreadful and cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is peace.

I just want peace from this existence that just causes and brings suffering and pain all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll always find it so torturous and dreadful to be burdened with this existence of futile unnecessary suffering, for me non-existence is just the only relief.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer.
No matter what I really would always prefer to not exist than suffer and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful existence, in this existence so torturous and cruel non-existence is just the only peace and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I always saw as a mistake, all I want is some peace.

I just wish to be gone, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me and for me non-existence is just always preferable, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just want peace from it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I see as desirable.
It truly is all I could see as desirable and more than anything I just wish I was never burdened with this existence so cruel and torturous, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again.

I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and as long as I exist I'll just hope for the peace of non-existence where all is gone and forgotten and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all just so cruel and dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to be gone, I'd just always prefer to not exist no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for peace from all suffering.
No matter what I really will hope for peace from all the suffering and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this torturous, cruel existence, for me non-existence is just the only relief and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

All I want is peace from all the suffering and I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see this torturous, cruel existence as only suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the most dreadful abomination to me.
No matter what I really will always see it as the most dreadful abomination to exist and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence rather all I want is some peace.

I'd just never wish for this existence that causes suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is to be gone, I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from and I just find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this suffering, I always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

To be at peace from all pain and suffering is just all I hope for.
It truly is all I hope for and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief and I always suffer as a result of this existence, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never exist again and I always suffer so much as a result of this existence I always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and is all I hope for, I just wish for no more suffering and I'll always see this dreadful, torturous existence as only suffering, all I want is to never exist again, I wish for this existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to exist.
No matter what I really would never want to exist and I wish I never suffered more than anything, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so terrible and dreadful to me and all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this existence I always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from, all I hope for is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I always suffer so much as a result of this futile, torturous existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem to me.
It truly is always the problem to me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I suffer simply from existing.

It's suffering only the peace of non-existence can take away for me and as long as I exist I really will just hope to never suffer again, all I want is peace and for me non-existence is just the only relief from this existence so torturous that I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Wishing to erase this existence.
I truly am always wishing to erase this existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence so cruel and dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

For me non-existence is just all that's desirable and is all I hope for, I just want to never suffer again and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, all I hope for is to be gone, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so torturous that I never would had chosen that only ever brought so much pain.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just always so futile to me.
It truly is always so futile to me and I wish I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous and cruel existence more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief and I'd never wish for this existence of suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'll always see existence as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me and I suffer so much as a result of this torturous, cruel existence, all I want is to be gone, I just hope for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering.