Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

To be at peace is just all I see as desirable.
It truly is all I see as desirable and no matter what I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this cruel, torturous existence I just never would had chosen and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, it's all so dreadful and cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is peace.

I just want peace from this existence that just causes and brings suffering and pain all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll always find it so torturous and dreadful to be burdened with this existence of futile unnecessary suffering, for me non-existence is just the only relief.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer.
No matter what I really would always prefer to not exist than suffer and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful existence, in this existence so torturous and cruel non-existence is just the only peace and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I always saw as a mistake, all I want is some peace.

I just wish to be gone, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me and for me non-existence is just always preferable, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just want peace from it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I see as desirable.
It truly is all I could see as desirable and more than anything I just wish I was never burdened with this existence so cruel and torturous, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again.

I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and as long as I exist I'll just hope for the peace of non-existence where all is gone and forgotten and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all just so cruel and dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to be gone, I'd just always prefer to not exist no matter what.