Farewell

[Deathbydemo]

Updated regime (only slight modifications)

Stat Dose
3pm: started fast
10pm: stopped drinking
11pm: 1000mg paracetamol
11.15pm: 9mg Buccastem M (3 x 3mg)
11.30pm: 20ml Milk of Magnesia
12am: 20g SN in 50ml water

Additional notes: Not on any other medication. Around 50kg in weight. I have low blood pressure so hopefully that'll be on my side tonight and I'll pass out quickly. Just had the Milk of Magnesia and about to prepare the SN. Feel calm at the moment.

Phezel, I wish you peace and safe travels on your journey. I hope where you are heading is peaceful and you find happiness in whatever form there may be on the other side.

 

[phezel]

What's the milk of magnesia for? I've not heard of it.

Does the waiting feel tough?

No obligation to answer as I know you're close now + you're not obliged anyway. I wish you all the best with your decision

Milk of Magnesia is the antacid. I've got 15ish minutes left to wait and it doesn't feel too bad at the moment. Still relatively calm but a bit shaky. Just listening to music.

 

[AutumnEmbers]

Sending you comfort and love.

 

[faust]

It's sad we didn't get to know you better. Only 5 minutes left. Don't even know how will I feel when will be 5 minutes till I start... I wish you peace and a calm journey!

 

[stevieu]

Wishing you peace

 

[paroxyical]

Farewell. <3

 

[LastRide]

Can anyone confirm this is correct?

1 teaspoon (not heaped) = 5 g not mg ! Good luck mate!

 

[Deathbydemo]

Phezel, are you still here?

 

[phezel]

Still here, about to take the SN, just taking a breather

 

[paroxyical]

Still here, about to take the SN, just taking a breather

we love you. take your time.

 

[Deathbydemo]

Still here, about to take the SN, just taking a breather

Sending my love to you.

 

[LastRide]

Safe travel....thinking of you !

 

[AlreadyGone]

Safe travels

 

[phezel]

Just had the SN. Salty. No burning throat yet. Feel thirsty. Not too bad yet.

 

[p07070]

Close your eyes now. Enjoy your last moments

 

[phezel]

Heart rate risen significantly.

 

[Lostandfound7]

Just had the SN. Salty. No burning throat yet. Feel thirsty. Not too bad yet.

 

[phezel]

No pain thus far.

 

[Lostandfound7]

Sending u love

 

[phezel]

warm feeling, shaky, weak

 

[Anon2662]

Hope you find peace

 

[Alcal]

We're all here for you.

 

[Mistry420]

Rest and relax girl The universe will take care of the rest xxx

 

[phezel]

no pain, heavy, hot, calm

 

[Soul]

Journey well, brave one
(((hug)))

 

[thouisdead]

Farewell. Hope you find peace and I'm sorry you have to do this.

 

[Tasdevil]

Hope you find peace.

 

[Steve3PO]

Hope your last moments are good ones. Rest easy.

 

[Deleted member 14177]

Wishing you so much peace

 

[faust]

Hope you are alright there and are in a deep calm sleep...