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whereismymind
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- Nov 25, 2020
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Hey, just a weird question for you guys. Does anyone else enjoy long bus rides just to calm yourselves? My "home" is a toxic trap, I am depressed and all I wanna do sometimes is just to take a bus anywhere, just sit there, look out the window, enjoy the views and listen to music. Only then I feel free for a while, I don't care where I'm going, I don't care when I will be there, I don't have to care about anything, it soothes me in this weird way. I wish I could do that through the whole Christmas time, just to get out, it is the worst time of year for me. Everyone is so happy and looking forward to it, for me it's hell on earth, to pretend everything is fine while "celebrating" with my neurotic mother and alcoholic father who hate each other. What a bliss.