Do you think you will be alive 2 years from today?

[Sweet emotion]

Absolutely not.

 

[hobbydevil]

Nope. Current plan is to ctb around my birthday (early next year), and I don't even know if I'll make it until then.

 

[Nem]

I should be dead already, it would be an absolute miracle to last two more years

 

[vonvonwantpeace]

Definitely not. Even the thought of living for 2 more years is unbearable...

feel you bro.

 

[Lethe]

Before the end of November I am dead.
Already made all preparations and informed family.

Just waiting for next payment to order my stuff and go.

Wow, I'm curious how your family responded to that.

 

[Thatdude]

Lets put it this way. This weekend I will have my birthday. I don't think I will have another. If I'm lucky, I won't have to take my own life.

 

[Emerald]

I would've said probably yes if I hadn't found this forum and the wealth of information from the members here. I had planned to CBT for several years but with no clear plan of course it never happened.

Don't want to see 2020 nevermind 2021!

 

[MeltingHeart]

doubt it, hope not-more like two wks-max-two days would be preferable

I know I won't. I have Complex Regional Pain Syndrome which is the highest ranking pain condition in medical history. I've had it for 14 years since I was 20. I've had enough pain and isolation to last a lifetime. It's an inhumane way to live and I'm only getting worse with time. There are no treatments or cures and it's nickname is actually the suicide disease. My friend killed herself 3 years ago at 31. I wish I had the balls back then to do it because I wouldn't be going through what I'm going through now. I have a date set. I just hope I can commit to it

is that the sme thing as trigeminal caused neuralgia?

 

[837]

i really hope not and it will be a miracle if im still alive because i think about suicide almost every minute of the day due to things that have happened in the past like bullying and things going on right now and i dont think there is any recovering from that however I have not set a date yet as i am scared of failing and i occasionally am scared of actually planning because of what will happen if i get an ambulance or police called on me. that would be so scary and i really dont want to be put on life support or IV sedated so the consequences are scaring me from actually planning idk so id say there is about 50 50 chance that im still alive by then.

 

[AnnonyBox]

I highly doubt it. Last year I said I would finish myself off by the end of the year, and I'm still stuck here, this time I intend to carry through on my promise to myself.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

I certainly hope not. I really would prefer not to make it to my 23rd. (next bday). Suffering from constant pain that does not stop and the doctors cannot help me.

 

[Deleted member 1768]

Absolutely not.

 

[TrailerTrash]

Nope

 

[OreoWellington]

Nope.

 

[N-IsMyHope]

I have 1.5 year left. I think I can do it. It is good to set goal.

 

[Chronicillness]

The progression of illness and the weight of my symptoms determine my date of departure. I'm at the mercy of my body. When I run out of money for experimental treatments I will probably end up terminating myself.

 

[Eurus]

I don't know honestly

 

[Death_is_Escape]

Only if I'm with a certain person.

 

[Roger]

I fear that I may be.

 

[vonvonwantpeace]

I want to do it before december....

 

[Roger]

Would like to be, but I really cannot see it.

 

[Polka]

Maybe. If in two years there is a 100% cure rate for depression and the remedy is able to made at home so that banksters cannot control it. Otherwise not so sure.

 

[Kodama]

who knows ...

 

[I’vehadenough]

No way. Not unless a miracle happens...a huge one

 

[Gamja]

Every year I ask myself that. The difference between me 2 years ago and the me now. I prolonged what was an inevitable fate, thinking it would get better. Years and years passed without an improvement.
i'm still scared, but a little less. Now that I've lost everything and got nothing to lose, I'm not that scared of the pain anymore, just the thought of being misunderstood and mistreated till the end. But it's okay. At least I can leave with fond memories of my childhood.

 

[Passenger]

Yes. I will.

 

[Boonks]

I can't even imagine being alive now, I certainly cannot fathom two years from now.

 

[GreyMagic]

No

 

[Bluefish]

I wish i could take a peek behind the curtain and see how i'd be like in 2 years. To see if its worth it. Honestly dont know if i'll be alive. I just don't want to suffer anymore.

 

[Avery Jordan]

I know I'll be still around, but I wanna live for now so.