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suffocatingseraphim

suffocatingseraphim

⸙𖦹killing the self as to protect it from harm𖦹⸙
Feb 6, 2020
106
I highly doubt I'd even make it a single year from today. The state in which I've been continuously living in for almost 8 years now is too much to bear. I feel as though I may as well already be dead, as after my multiple attempts, my body has been slowly failing itself. My mind has only followed along with it, and it's unnerving to be around people who plan out even as far as 5 years in the future, when I know wuth certainty i won't exceed one.
 
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decafe

Member
Feb 4, 2020
11
Probably not, it feels like its only getting harder to continue.
 
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Lefty

Mage
Dec 7, 2018
552
I hope not. Hopefully it won't be much longer.
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

Visionary
Nov 7, 2019
2,321
No. I'm planning to end it this year. If I am alive 2 years from today I am a masochist.
 
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Notabadguy

Notabadguy

Mage
Feb 7, 2020
576
I would gladly finisht today, but the question is how. I don't want to fail and ending up vegetable. I feel regretfull for my parentes (they are 65 and 70, I'm not a teenager, I'm 39), but ending up vegetable, blind... is too much, for me and for them. Hit by a train? one in twenty survives. Nitrate? You can survive too. Jumping? The same. And so on with whatever way you choose to go, save Nembutal. Have I to personally to Mexico? My god...
Excuse my poor english.
 
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