Do you think you will be alive 2 years from today?

[glk]

I don't know. I don't know, and this uncertainty makes me feel in many funny ways.

 

[Numbtopain97]

I hope not.

 

[Shakespear's Brother]

Fuck I hope not. Plan is not to be but I keep changing my plan so it's possible.

 

[Hotsackage]

I have no way to do it. And I'm scared to see how bad my mental state will be.

 

[suffering]

Yes, I will be alive, because I don't have the courage to end it.
So except something kills me or I somehow develop courage (hard to believe), I'll live to see an old person in the mirror.
Fuck life.

 

[blueming]

Definitely not. Even the thought of living for 2 more years is unbearable...

 

[nebula]

I don't really know. I hate living in this world, but a very small part of me kinda doesn't want to die. I'm taking a day at a time at the moment, let's see where this life will end up.
But just in case I decide this really isn't for me, I already have my supplies and method to go.

 

[Dreamwithinadream]

With the amount of pain I'm in, I doubt it.

 

[ImSorryEmma]

I really hope not, I plan to CTB hopefully by the end of the year or hell maybe sooner if a window of opportunity comes along

 

[Zal]

I expected to die before I reach the age 22 but I didn't. I don't think however that I will remain alive after 2 years, especially since I do not want to work at all.
While my life generally isn't that bad, seeing my signature, people will be aware that I dislike the concept of life in general. Where is the button to decide at which age one gets to die. We seriously need such a button.

 

[alexithymia]

I'm trying to hold on.

 

[suffering]

I expected to die before I reach the age 22 but I didn't. I don't think however that I will remain alive after 2 years, especially since I do not want to work at all.
While my life generally isn't that bad, seeing my signature, people will be aware that I dislike the concept of life in general. Where is the button to decide at which age one gets to die. We seriously need such a button.

I feel you. :(

 

[Aonewayticketplease]

At this rate no.

 

[Painpleasure]

I hope to be dead two years from now but this is not likely if I don't end my life myself

 

[CyanideSoup]

I hope not. If all goes well then two weeks max

 

[I screwed up]

Really can't imagine myself alive 2 more yr. Giveing myself 1 yr max to see if I can do something of my life.if not then apart from my si or the fact that I am shit scared to ctb I hope I m out of here.

 

[GeorgeJL]

Yeah I'll still be alive in 2 years. We'll probably, as long as my health doesn't go south.

 

[Berlin76]

Before the end of November I am dead.
Already made all preparations and informed family.

Just waiting for next payment to order my stuff and go.

 

[JTG1972]

I don't know. Today I feel like 'maybe'. If you had asked Monday i would have said I didn't think I'd be here in two months.

 

[Sans]

It's a toss up for me. If my life gets better, I'll stick around. But if it gets worse, than I may CTB.

 

[Norway]

Hope not

 

[134340]

Probably not. If my situation is still even close to as bad as it is now, then I certainly hope not. I don't have a date set, but within the year, I think before May of next year.

 

[TAW122]

It's hard to say. It really depends on the circumstances and events in my life. I've made plans to die in the past, but through some pivotal changes or events, I recovered only to live a bit longer. There is no telling if/when I will continue to live, just all depends on what happens in the coming months. If things become too much and I had enough, then I would not hesitate to check out.

 

[Wayfaerer]

2 years?? No way at all. At the very, very latest I was even thinking of was spring of next year. Definitely not beyond that.

 

[fettuccinee]

I sincerely hope not.

 

[White_Room293]

Yes.

 

[Fragile]

1 year is the most i'm willing to wait to see if my life gets at the very least bearable, if it does, then i'll give myself another year to live and in the meantime i'll keep searching for a good and peaceful method line N or F.

not even a miracle could give me more than that.

 

[stellabelle]

I'm not sure. It's a question I've asked myself many times over the last decade and surprisingly the time goes by and I think to myself, wow, how am I still here?
Especially after a near fatal attempt, sometimes it hits me and I'm like, how did I even get this far? Why did it have to get that bad? Why couldn't it have changed or been different? How much life did I miss out on before that? A lot. I've been through hell.

 

[ALiflessDreamerOtaku]

No, there is no point continuing to just exist when you aren't really living

Couldn't agree more
Hope not
I hope one day I just never wake up and have to face this reality again
Life is meaningless at this point

 

[vonvonwantpeace]

I'm trying to hold on.

I feel you.