Discussion Do you ever wish you had more lives so you could CTB in different ways?

[Griffith_NPD]

I just wish I had more lives in this world, because I want to CTB in many different ways. I want to try other CTB's out, but you....can't obviously... It's a one and done kind of thing... Just wondering if anyone else felt this way, or I'm just insane...

 

[Lost in a Dream]

No, I wouldn't want to do that. For one thing, there's the risk of trying a totally different method the next time around and messing it up. I wouldn't want to get stuck in an even worse second life, all because I successfully ended my own life once, but not twice. The other reason I wouldn't want to do it is that when it's my time to go, I want it to be over.

Also, I don't think you're insane at all. It's a matter of preference IMO, and if you wanted to go through it multiple times, then that should be up to you. I can't really judge you or anyone else for feeling differently from me, because what qualifies as "sane" is subjective anyway.

 

[Griffith_NPD]

No, I wouldn't want to do that. For one thing, there's the risk of trying a totally different method the next time around and messing it up. I wouldn't want to get stuck in an even worse second life, all because I successfully ended my own life once, but not twice. The other reason I wouldn't want to do it is that when it's my time to go, I want it to be over.

What if you were to be guaranteed death, no risk of failing?... Although, I understand if you wouldn't want to die again.

 

[Lost in a Dream]

What if you were to be guaranteed death, no risk of failing?... Although, I understand if you wouldn't want to die again.

I suppose it depends on how many peaceful methods there are. In my perfect euthanasia fantasy, I'd be in a recliner, high AF, jamming to music while N is being injected into my arm. If I could experience multiple versions of that, then maybe it wouldn't be so terrible. A peaceful death would have to be guaranteed every time though.

 

[Mxverick]

No, if I had more lives, I would spend my life doing whatever I want without worrying about anything or anyone.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

No. One is good enough for me. I've seen enough here. I don't need to see anymore.

 

[Stuckinpast28]

I'm not masochistic, dying once is enough in my book. Then again you could use it to take out the trash of society

 

[Gonnerr]

No , one time is hard enough.

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

no obviously id rather be dead but the idea sounds interesting and oddly intriguing

 

[Forever Sleep]

No, I'm definitely not looking forward to the process of CTB. It's something I'd rather not do at all to be honest. If I had the option to just disappear, I'd take it.

 

[FuneralCry]

No, never, I don't desire existing at all and I don't desire going through any dying process either, I just wish for non-existence, I don't wish to experience anything, I just want true peace and freedom from all suffering, it sounds so peaceful to sleep permanently.

 

[HermitLonerGuy]

Bud i cant even figure out a way to end this one life i have and ive been wanting to and thinking of it constantly for years, ive even attempted once. So i cant imagine having to figure it out in multiple ways and times.

My reasons i cant ctb is i dont have money so cant buy drugs/poisons or a gun and afraid of jumping ( and possibly living with just broken body) and hanging ( i cant even tie a proper knot so il fuck that up).

 

[MeltingBrain]

No
No but in bold

 

[Griffith_NPD]

Perhaps I am just a psychopath, I already know this, but I just want the pain, I want it all... I accept it, allow me to feel something... K I L L M E

 

[doneforlife]

NO. I don't even want to CTB in this very life. I just want to transit to non existence just like sleeping and never waking up. I so so so wish that VAD becomes legal and one just applies for it and gets the service.

 

[Ambivalent1]

This is funny lol

 

[AboutTom]

I personally think that rebirth as myself would defeat the purpose. And rebirth as someone else would hopefully result in not going for it in the first place.