Water-Lily
Enlightened
- Dec 26, 2020
- 1,182
This isn't a real term but something made up for myself
Whenever I order out/splurg I always think "shit I have diabetes"
I think this is partly due to how my mom abused me into thinking I was always fat and unhealthy
Blood tests have shown that despite my overweight BMI (I am aware and working on it) I am healthy overall with no health problems
Still, like today (I ordered junk don't judge) I am already kicking myself thinking I will magically have diabetes
Whenever I order out/splurg I always think "shit I have diabetes"
I think this is partly due to how my mom abused me into thinking I was always fat and unhealthy
Blood tests have shown that despite my overweight BMI (I am aware and working on it) I am healthy overall with no health problems
Still, like today (I ordered junk don't judge) I am already kicking myself thinking I will magically have diabetes