Venting day 3 of taking benzos back to back

[puppyboy]

just a stupid post but i feel sooo fucking braindead and exhausted from taking xanax or whatever benzo i have like candy. i literally wake up n pop a xan and wake up hours later just to take another one. i dont even feel anxious i just like the feeling. wishing i had diff drugs on me so i can rotate..i just don't like being sober a part of me wishes i would get laced and die, it'd be nice..

 

[CrawlingInMySkin]

You can keep going, mate. You've come this far, no? Just a little longer won't hurt. Lots of love and peace to you, mate

 

[dirkw83]

It's too bad we can't accidentally OD from benzos :/ Just be careful with that stuff tho, if your body becomes dependant on it it will be hell. My body became dependant on olanzapine and my life is ruined.

 

[never mind me]

Be careful with the benzos though. You really don't want to get physically dependent on them. I know many people who have been dependend on different kinds of drugs (like heroine, alcohol, benzodiazepines, fentanyl,...) and all of them say that the withdrawal from benzodiazepines is the worst.