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angelkissed

angelkissed

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Jun 8, 2026
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Ordering SN soon, feeling a bit relieved. Now I need to figure out which benzos to get for the ultimate "natural" feeling calming and euphoric effects so I don't back out and have SI kick in. Any recommendations?

Only Bens I can recognize is Xanax, isn't it infamously known for making people angry though? Doesn't it just make you super drowsy too. Doesn't seem very calming honestly.

I wanna feel like I'm getting embraced by god before I go out so any recommendations for pills or benzos before I ingest SN is greatly appreciated. Let me know if it would negatively affect the process though
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
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My benzos of choice will be Xanax because they are strong and they work fast (even faster on an empty stomach). Xanax makes you drowsy if you overdo it. So far Xanax has never made me angry, quite the opposite, it reduced my anger immensely.
 
angelkissed

angelkissed

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Jun 8, 2026
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My benzos of choice will be Xanax because they are strong and they work fast (even faster on an empty stomach). Xanax makes you drowsy if you overdo it. So far Xanax has never made me angry, quite the opposite, it reduced my anger immensely.
Have you done Oxys before? Oxys seem to sound a lot better than Xanax
 
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hdead

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Jun 2, 2026
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Ordering SN soon, feeling a bit relieved. Now I need to figure out which benzos to get for the ultimate "natural" feeling calming and euphoric effects so I don't back out and have SI kick in. Any recommendations?

Only Bens I can recognize is Xanax, isn't it infamously known for making people angry though? Doesn't it just make you super drowsy too. Doesn't seem very calming honestly.

I wanna feel like I'm getting embraced by god before I go out so any recommendations for pills or benzos before I ingest SN is greatly appreciated. Let me know if it would negatively affect the process though

Whenever I take diazepam (Valium) I get cozy. The only worry I have is I'll become so chill that I won't wanna CTB. Oxazepam (serax) helps to reduce my anxiety without making me feel sleepy but it's rather neutral feeling.
 
Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
1,167
Have you done Oxys before? Oxys seem to sound a lot better than Xanax
Never done oxys before, but you should know that any kind of opioids should be avoided with the SN method because they slow down gastric emptying.
 

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