Venting Catching the bus

[Josef2000]

I've been on this site for a while, not posting just lurking and observing.

ive broken up with my girlfriend and she was the only thing keeping me alive. I plan on taking SN, cutting my wrists and forearms and then hopefully unconsciously falling off this bridge. Not sure if I can attach images of my previous Suicide attempts or not in case that's a trigger warning I dunno

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

I think it's a bad idea. It could take up to 20 minutes for you to lose consciousness from the SN, but you might not have the physical capacity to cut yourself. If you don't fall, being out in public like that, you could be rescued and just end up in the hospital. And maybe you don't care about this, but if you do fall, someone could hit you with their car and that could traumatize the shit out of them for life. It just seems so easy for you to be interrupted being out in the open like that, and so many things to try to do when SN is going to fuck you up, but you can't know how quickly or in what ways.

All you need is SN at the right dose and a private place to do it so that you won't be interrupted for a minimum of four hours. If you still want to cut then, sure.

 

[FreedomInDeath]

The bridge does seem like a bad idea. And SN can make you unconcious fairly quickly.

 

[Josef2000]

I think it's a bad idea. It could take up to 20 minutes for you to lose consciousness from the SN, but you might not have the physical capacity to cut yourself. If you don't fall, being out in public like that, you could be rescued and just end up in the hospital. And maybe you don't care about this, but if you do fall, someone could hit you with their car and that could traumatize the shit out of them for life. It just seems so easy for you to be interrupted being out in the open like that, and so many things to try to do when SN is going to fuck you up, but you can't know how quickly or in what ways.

All you need is SN at the right dose and a private place to do it so that you won't be interrupted for a minimum of four hours. If you still want to cut then, sure.

Being in Ireland, I live next to a bunch of fields so that would probably be the better place to take SN, I think I'm going to cut also, not to bleed out just for the pain and to feel something before I pass out. Doing it in a field is better now that I think of it because they go for miles and the chances of being spotted are nil unless the farmer is out

 

[gnomeboy17]

And maybe you don't care about this, but if you do fall, someone could hit you with their car and that could traumatize the shit out of them for life.

Yes this is what I think. No matter how sad you are, there are enough ways to ctb that doesn't traumatise many strangers who didn't want to get involved.

 

[Josef2000]

Yes this is what I think. No matter how sad you are, there are enough ways to ctb that doesn't traumatise many strangers who didn't want to get involved.

Yeah I was a huge fan of the train method but I don't think I could do that to the driver. The more i plan my Suicide the more I think