lazy.depressed
Health is a myth
- Nov 9, 2019
- 13
Hi
Im feeling absolutely horrible about my life, i cant really continue my studies because of mental illness literally paralyzing me. Being suicidal is usually impulsive for me but might as well act on it after so much suffering
I have about 15 pills of 100g Lozap, a med for treating high blood pressure. I tried taking 1/4 of a pill to see if it affects me and i felt a bit dizzy and my heartbeat was unusual at times.
Im thinking downing the pills with a nice bottle of hard liquor.
Do you think its enough to ctb? Will it be unpleasant?
Thanks in advance, much love to everyone else struggling
Im feeling absolutely horrible about my life, i cant really continue my studies because of mental illness literally paralyzing me. Being suicidal is usually impulsive for me but might as well act on it after so much suffering
I have about 15 pills of 100g Lozap, a med for treating high blood pressure. I tried taking 1/4 of a pill to see if it affects me and i felt a bit dizzy and my heartbeat was unusual at times.
Im thinking downing the pills with a nice bottle of hard liquor.
Do you think its enough to ctb? Will it be unpleasant?
Thanks in advance, much love to everyone else struggling