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[Jamesun]

Well it's me again, lately my life has been going well I got a girlfriend I've had fun with friends, but I don't know why even though I'm happy I always end up feeling tired, not wanting to do anything and mainly that feeling of not knowing what to do with my life, as well as having this desire to die, I don't know why whenever I feel good I always end up the same, I feel that life is against me that every time something good happens to me it happens to me something wrong, sorry for the inconvenience and thanks for reading.

 

[Someone123]

Well, you have some of the key pieces in place for happiness, so you do have a chance to beat this. Finding the right work for you is imporant to your happiness and there may be other issues- do you feel connected enough to others, what things in your life do you wish were better? Depression has a lot of pieces, different areas that can be wrong. Maybe a good starting point is to list a few things that you wish were better- a lot of people here are very caring and will try to help.

 

[Jamesun]

Thanks I really needed to vent.

 

[mothman._.]

Well it's me again, lately my life has been going well I got a girlfriend I've had fun with friends, but I don't know why even though I'm happy I always end up feeling tired, not wanting to do anything and mainly that feeling of not knowing what to do with my life, as well as having this desire to die, I don't know why whenever I feel good I always end up the same, I feel that life is against me that every time something good happens to me it happens to me something wrong, sorry for the inconvenience and thanks for reading.

im the same way, no matter how happy i think i should be. it takes me back to a place like this

 

[Someone123]

im the same way, no matter how happy i think i should be. it takes me back to a place like this

This place does provide comfort compared to a lot of mainstream society, which calls people crazy for being depressed, when in fact people often have good reasons for being depressed and it's not crazy at all.

 

[mothman._.]

it's reassuring to say the least