Venting Vent

[Deathiswelcomed]

I am so tired no matter what I am always woken up from sleep when I finally am able too. My grandma woke me up banging on my door and yelling at me because she couldn't figure something out shes always mad at someone no matter what its hard to have a good time at all its either fights or arguments. I wish it would all just go away I hate that I cant even sleep properly anymore im losing weight again so im more underweight I feel sick physically sick all the time and severely stressed. I am planning to end it but not sure it will work since the two methods I can do have low success rates and not because of this incident but because of things that have happened throughout the years.