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DiscussionAvatar and user name reason
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Curiosity (the kid), purpose (the moon), and aspiration (the rocket) forms wisdom (the owl). Divine Trinity refers to the first 3 objects, with divine meaning they are virtues or heavenly (good). Together the Divine Trinity leads to a path of progress, and that is wisdom.
I picked my name because that's what I am, a passenger on this planet, watching the world go by. The 27 has different meanings, so I tacked it on the end.
My avatar is actually a cover to a Sandman comic book, by the ever talented Dave McKean. There were different shades of the pic on google images. I couldn't decide which one, so I said the hell with it & made them into a gif.
My username comes from the novel by late lamented genius of crime fiction Elmore Leonard - I've read and enjoyed plenty of works of serious literature, but no writers work ever gave me as much pure pleasure as Leonard's best books. We'll never see his like again. My avatar is the cover art of the album I was listening to constantly when I signed up, Tomorrows Harvest by Boards of Canada - its atmosphere really encapsulates the period we're in right now, the sense of a deep feeling of sadness at the climate and economic crises on the horizon.
Bagger and plastic bags on avatar because when I got here first time I was searching everything I can about nitrogen exit bag method. It was my choosen method then.
The reason for my avatar is because I feel really alone and it signifies feeling scared and trapped. The reason for my username is because i'm autistic and I have depression and I used the word boy because I am stuck with trauma from my childhood and it makes me feel like a kid.
Username: It's the name of my favorite metal instrumental since I was in my early teens.
Avatar: A painting from Alex Colville. I choose it because it had been a source of comfort for me for years as I fantasized suicide via firearm (specifically handgun) a lot. Supposedly the interpretation isn't about suicide but it is to me.
Ava because I like the vibe and the colours. Also I guess this place is a bit like an anti social social club, but then again I don't like that part of my ava as much. Would prefer it to be a plain black hoodie.
The avatar is a villain Queen Nehelenia from a 90's anime called Sailor Moon. I used to watch that anime on the Internet all the time when I was in primary school.
Her sets of powers are something I'd probably have if I went full supervillain lol. Also her backstory (not the beauty part, I'm not that pretty or vain xD), and the way she was defeated really kind of resonate with mine.
As for the name… Idk I guess I was crying back then and added ''queen'' onto it.
The username - I needed a verb instead of a noun (feel stuck enough without limiting myself with another label, and nouns -or adjectives- are too stiff to not be labels), and I wanted the verb to be about something good that I experienced. I have nobody who'd care about what I experience(d) so I felt like at least shouting it into the void mentioning it on the internet.
My avatar is Sally Face because he's great and deserved the world (final chapter coming out in Dec btw!!)
My username is just an anagram of my middle name because I hate my real first name.
My avatar is just plain
But my username is made after my name: Liza and I added Inha because i like the way it sounds with Liz.
the inha is pronounced like in-ya
My avatar are illustrations by Shawn Coss of Borderline Personality Disorder in his Inktober Illness I and Inktober Illness II portfolios. I really enjoy his art style. And my username, Pepper, is just one of my nicknames irl.
After the Pink Floyd song and I'm also a certified stone mason. I wrote this user name on a cinder block in a cell while I was locked up in segregation once as well.
My avatar is from an old film where a girl is waiting for her one true love to return. I chose it because I am exactly in the same situation. My name is the date we both met, 21st of August 2018.
I choose my user name over one of my favorite all time songs Breathe me
And my avatar came from an ig project, letters of things that people left unsaid. I'm the kind of person who never say whatever wants to say, so I feel very attracted by this. What's write on the envelope translate to Can we start from zero?
I like the Smashing Pumpkins too. Have any favorite songs?
I thought of mine out of laziness when I was zoned out one night and looked at this part of a painting I did which I tried to emulate with the artist and which used to be my old profile pic: View attachment 12430
And I've always been a fan of the artist Wassily Kandinsky and one of my favorite paintings of his is the Color Study. Squares with Concentric Circles: View attachment 12431
Oh and it reminds me of the Circle of Life hogwash.
A adore Kandinksy too, def in my top twenty favourite artists have you read his book: Concerning the Spiritual in Art -I read it years ago, seem to remember enjoying it alot-so long ago though!
Thought it would be cool to start a thread to show why we chose the name and avatar for this site.
My name is because I love the smashing pumpkins and the 2 closest people in my life have CTB with bullets, so I found it quite fitting since I thought that was the best way out. Now I know otherwise.
My avatar... outside and walking my dog. Looked up and saw the light coming through the trees and took a pic. The beam took on a new meaning.
My avatar was me thinking about the Northern Lights while playing with this website called silk (weavesilk.com) and my username is a nickname from the Loch Ness monster story.
The picture is Ninny, the invisible girl from the Moomins, a very popular Finnish childrens book/ tv series. I have a cup, bowl and plate with her that I eat from every day, because.. that is me, the invisible girl.
noctiva is has been with me for 20 years now, it is a very bastardized and feminized form of noctifer in latin is the bringer of darkness, as opposed to lucifer, who is the bringer of light. My teenage years were spend with a lot of Catholicism and Latin.
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