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Lextyle

Lextyle

What is this - Life?
Apr 6, 2026
213
What would be your last spoken words before suicide? I think I will say "Bye, good night!".
 
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LastDayOnEarth

LastDayOnEarth

Vsed apologist
May 20, 2025
255
I would just say "Well that was quite something"
 
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Sardenain

Sardenain

Just Existing
Mar 24, 2026
16
"I wish things were different"
 
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onedayillbok

Member
Apr 19, 2026
22
I hope this works.
 
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last-counting-days

Member
Apr 26, 2026
10
For myself : Hope it works
For others : I don't care
 
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Lextyle

Lextyle

What is this - Life?
Apr 6, 2026
213
I kinda want to die in a way that shows how pointless and worthless life is for me. Like you are doing all those things and I just don't care about any of that life has no value for me. Smiling and saying "bye bye :tongue:šŸ¤ŸšŸ–•"
 
HopeIess

HopeIess

a few months left
Apr 5, 2026
19
"so that's it... that's the end... what an horrible life"
 
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bl33ding_heart

bl33ding_heart

Borderline
Jun 24, 2025
318
I probably wouldn't have any last words at all lol.
 
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bl33ding_heart

bl33ding_heart

Borderline
Jun 24, 2025
318
Well technically there will be your last spoken words))
What do you think it would be?
Hmm, the last person I would most likely speak to before committing would probably be a friend. I think I'd probably tell them I love them or wish them well in some way.
 
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Lextyle

Lextyle

What is this - Life?
Apr 6, 2026
213
Hmm, the last person I would most likely speak to before committing would probably be a friend. I think I'd probably tell them I love them or wish them well in some way.
Do you think that would make them suspect something? Or they are accepting your decision?
 
bl33ding_heart

bl33ding_heart

Borderline
Jun 24, 2025
318
Do you think that would make them suspect something? Or they are accepting your decision?
I have no irl friends at all due to being autistic and lacking social skills. A lot of my online friends are from here lol. Even if my death would upset them I'm sure they would respect my decision.
 
Lextyle

Lextyle

What is this - Life?
Apr 6, 2026
213
I have no irl friends at all due to being autistic and lacking social skills. A lot of my online friends are from here lol. Even if my death would upset them I'm sure they would respect my decision.
Ah that makes sense. I was just confused, because I asked about spoken words.
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
991
I would pray to God for forgiveness while dying of SN. Telling him that I tried to live in a world that wasn't built for me for more than 20 years, but I couldn't do it any more...
 
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spellbound

spellbound

Nihil
Apr 25, 2026
9
"hey guys, I guess that's it!"
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
4,025
Most likely telling my partner to have a good day at work.
 
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somethingisntreal

somethingisntreal

The future prepared for us is a twisted joke.
Aug 30, 2025
209
Something along the lines of "ok ok you've had enough it's alright it won't be long you'll be at peace quite soon just get over it it's not that painful this is your last chance please work"

(I talk to myself out loud when I'm alone)
 
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3rdworldsadness

3rdworldsadness

Can you ever stop the suffering?
Dec 22, 2024
157
I would just cry in my last moment and wouldn't have anyone to say goodbye. But if I really want to say something I would just say, "It's time for a beautiful sleep, my suffering ends here, i love my niece and abdellah"
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,384
the people in my society are hell,
I am surrounded by only antisocial idiots,
that vile scum is not worth wasting words on
 
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Lextyle

Lextyle

What is this - Life?
Apr 6, 2026
213
the people in my society are hell,
I am sorrounded by only antisocial idiots,
that vile scum is not worth wasting words on
Šžh I really feel it, what about thoughts? What thought would be on front page of your mind at your last moments?
 
idfwlnh

idfwlnh

Mousse - the final "peace" in life
Apr 10, 2026
121
if it were recorded then censored, it might turn into a bunch of beeps ehe
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,384
Šžh I really feel it, what about thoughts? What thought would be on front page of your mind at your last moments?

born alone, lived alone, died alone
 
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