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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
Ambivalent1
Anyone else feel they kinda deserve to die?
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37
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1K
Cress
Cress
E
60 Minutes did a reporting on Nitazines OD, 1000 times stronger than morphine
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12
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1K
KillingPain267
KillingPain267
kinderbueno
Method Success with hanging
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16
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3K
Gustav Hartmann
Gustav Hartmann
Ash
Question for medical / pharmaceutical types
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3
Views
381
N3UR0T1C
N3UR0T1C
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Confirmation to die
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23
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1K
lostintheloop
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Discussion Most therapist are clueless
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12
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687
dinosavr
dinosavr
jajajamielee
I'm barely alive.
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2
Views
485
jajajamielee
jajajamielee
Acritarch
Discussion Why did some CTB trials with SN fail?
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7
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1K
persimmon
persimmon
JussinLOV
Hopefully, the last time I post!
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2
Views
708
YosemiteGrrl
Y
wistfulness
  • Question
Do you think things will get better for me?
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2
Views
428
KillingPain267
KillingPain267
anon7245
Venting How do I deal with heartbreak
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11
Views
946
itsneverbeenmoreove
itsneverbeenmoreove
Beyond_Repair
Advice for obtaining metoclopramide in US without a prescription
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4
Views
614
N3UR0T1C
N3UR0T1C
T
Venting My cheating ex has no worth to me anymore
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10
Views
863
Trav1989
T
ali463
i need a very detailed charcoal burning guide
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1
Views
720
purplegrape8
purplegrape8
wistfulness
Advice for Teen Caretaker? (AITA)
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4
Views
452
wistfulness
wistfulness
marabellasol
If you get periods, do you find that your thoughts get worse leading up to it?
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15
Views
547
katara
katara
U
Venting I admire people who still know right from wrong and have perfect moral compasses even when they've been abused and bee through terrible situations
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2
Views
322
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
opheliaoveragain
Maybe a shot in the dark, but nitazene??
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1
Views
375
YosemiteGrrl
Y
satanpixidreamgirl
Venting Agoraphobia is hell.
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3
Views
628
satanpixidreamgirl
satanpixidreamgirl
Chex
Think I’m gonna do it
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0
Views
583
Chex
Chex
SentimentalTrip
Any current SN sources that ship to the US?
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0
Views
362
SentimentalTrip
SentimentalTrip
N
Struggling with regulating emotions
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0
Views
389
nowilltolivee
N
J
Story Going in circles
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0
Views
353
jajajaja
J
depthss
I shouldn’t have friends
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3
Views
470
F@#$
F
V
Venting Im a sack of dog shit
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8
Views
513
burner4242
burner4242
emptyenvelopes
Venting Death is always right out of my reach
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0
Views
333
emptyenvelopes
emptyenvelopes
T
Feeling like you are playing with house money
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1
Views
394
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
jajajamielee
  • Poll
Possible goodbye thread
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9
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1K
jajajamielee
jajajamielee
prototypian
There is a reason you can’t escape your past…
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1
Views
536
Infinite Solipsist
Infinite Solipsist
T
Goodbye
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14
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1K
opheliaoveragain
opheliaoveragain
bearbrikk
Ways to cope
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10
Views
522
derpyderpins
derpyderpins
Whitegirlwasted
Venting Being on this website after my girlfriend was on it before killing herself.
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8
Views
1K
zombiegirl
zombiegirl
platypusfan
“You can’t fly Jets if you’re colorblind”
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2
Views
527
Beyond_Repair
Beyond_Repair
hajnalka
Help hanging & CO
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1
Views
445
Minsu
M
itsalittlecold
Discussion Chlorobutanol, does it have potential?
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0
Views
318
itsalittlecold
itsalittlecold
K-β
Venting it never feels like anything i go through can justify how sad i am
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0
Views
263
K-β
K-β
Menschenmühle
Help I'm starting to hate my girlfriend
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6
Views
790
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
fleetingnight
Venting All I want to do is one great thing before I die. One thing. One single fucking thing. Why is it so hard?
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14
Views
1K
Artemisia
A
Beyond_Repair
How do IV drug users do it?
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3
Views
630
Beyond_Repair
Beyond_Repair
C
Venting my dog
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15
Views
847
Beyond_Repair
Beyond_Repair
AbusedInnocent
I'm so done
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3
Views
649
dolemitedrums
D
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Discussion What's the last thing they will remember?
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7
Views
472
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
R
Which mix of benzos/opioids is actually lethal??
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3
Views
610
DoubleUp8
DoubleUp8
GentleJerk
Resource The N Files 2.0
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539
Views
91K
wljourney
wljourney
stupidmonkey
finding N
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8
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1K
wljourney
wljourney
A
N from D!
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13
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1K
wljourney
wljourney
ADBoy777
Help Fair price for Benzos
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1
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353
2Toes
2
G
Overdose
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0
Views
313
groundeddiscipline
G
I
Can Nembutal be ordered online?
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62
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5K
wljourney
wljourney
M
Method Quick Question about testing SN with Liquid Tests
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6
Views
881
MusicToLogIn
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