Resource The N Files 2.0

[ojinzo]

I think my package has been seized. It's been sitting at the UPS port in the US for a week now. I'm far from dumb. I refuse to be arrested and rot in a ghetto prison. I think I'm just going to order some handcuffs and a good plastic bag. I want to leave this world and unfortunately I do not have the privilege of a peaceful exit. I have to accept the pain factor. I think if you really want of this criminal ridden planet, you just have to accept the pain when you lack the means. I'm not mad at D. He did his part. He sent it but I know it was seized.

 

[wljourney]

I think my package has been seized. It's been sitting at the UPS port in the US for a week now. I'm far from dumb. I refuse to be arrested and rot in a ghetto prison. I think I'm just going to order some handcuffs and a good plastic bag. I want to leave this world and unfortunately I do not have the privilege of a peaceful exit. I have to accept the pain factor. I think if you really want of this criminal ridden planet, you just have to accept the pain when you lack the means. I'm not mad at D. He did his part. He sent it but I know it was seized.

Having a plan B is never wrong, however there is still a chance for your package to be delivered.

Try to ease your mind by reading up on another option. Knowing that there is another way is often enough to make the waiting more bearable.
Shift your focus onto something else.

Crossing fingers that your gift arrives. We've had quite a few people who waited longer than normal, but eventually did get their delivery.

 

[Theanswer]

Update: I woke up this morning to see a response from D. D sent me a tracking number and I have access to updates regarding the shipping progress. Not sure if I should mention estimated time of arrival for privacy reasons. I am hoping that it makes it past Australian customs. If it gets seized I will be very unhappy and feel even more trapped.

Thanks for the update - all the best!!

I think my package has been seized. It's been sitting at the UPS port in the US for a week now. I'm far from dumb. I refuse to be arrested and rot in a ghetto prison. I think I'm just going to order some handcuffs and a good plastic bag. I want to leave this world and unfortunately I do not have the privilege of a peaceful exit. I have to accept the pain factor. I think if you really want of this criminal ridden planet, you just have to accept the pain when you lack the means. I'm not mad at D. He did his part. He sent it but I know it was seized.

Try to hang tight - too soon to know, I think.

 

[nohopeleftanymoreno]

I think my package has been seized. It's been sitting at the UPS port in the US for a week now. I'm far from dumb. I refuse to be arrested and rot in a ghetto prison. I think I'm just going to order some handcuffs and a good plastic bag. I want to leave this world and unfortunately I do not have the privilege of a peaceful exit. I have to accept the pain factor. I think if you really want of this criminal ridden planet, you just have to accept the pain when you lack the means. I'm not mad at D. He did his part. He sent it but I know it was seized.

I understand how difficult this is and I'm sorry you are distressed. I however will only start panicking after two weeks of my package being stuck in one place (luckily that has not happened). Sometimes customs offices are delayed, keep that in mind. Keeping you in my thoughts. Update us if anything changes!

Thanks for the update - all the best!!

Thank you! Wishing you all the best too. I cannot stop looking at the tracking updates. As if that will speed up the process. Haha!

 

[Theanswer]

I got a reply... Finally!!!!

Disregard!!!! I finally got a reply

Wondering if there are any updates on your shipment?

 

[wljourney]

Just a quick update, (more details posted in the thread below.)

- UK buyer
- ordered 6 months ago
- received wellness visit 2 weeks ago
- no seizure, no legal consequences

But detailed info about N from D does seem to have been shared with other jurisdictions now.


https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...izures-and-wellness-visits.91312/post-1665819

 

[Harper Lees]

I think my package has been seized. It's been sitting at the UPS port in the US for a week now. I'm far from dumb. I refuse to be arrested and rot in a ghetto prison. I think I'm just going to order some handcuffs and a good plastic bag. I want to leave this world and unfortunately I do not have the privilege of a peaceful exit. I have to accept the pain factor. I think if you really want of this criminal ridden planet, you just have to accept the pain when you lack the means. I'm not mad at D. He did his part. He sent it but I know it was seized.

Mine was also seized but there was no follow up. Same thing. It was sitting in customs and I never got an update after. Because it's not a class action drug, I'm assuming they just throw it away and put you on a list.

 

[IMq2BqnTmLMG]

Mine was also seized but there was no follow up. Same thing. It was sitting in customs and I never got an update after. Because it's not a class action drug, I'm assuming they just throw it away and put you on a list.

How long was it sitting in customs for? Did you get a love letter telling you they took it or is that just the obvious assumption?

 

[ridedalightnin’]

It's gone, no updates, tracking not working, what a joke!

 

[wljourney]

It's gone, no updates, tracking not working, what a joke!

I'm very sorry to hear this. May I ask where you are located (country)?
I've been trying to maintain a thread with seized items and those (few) who received LE wellness visits.

But right now there are quite a few new posts of relatively new members who just ordered and are having trouble receiving their orders.

 

[ridedalightnin’]

I think the problem is everyone explaining the whole process. There is LE on here sabotaging. the Less information given the better.

 

[wljourney]

I think the problem is everyone explaining the whole process. There is LE on here sabotaging. the Less information given the better.

Best of luck that yours arrives then.

 

[Harper Lees]

How long was it sitting in customs for? Did you get a love letter telling you they took it or is that just the obvious assumption?

I ordered at the beginning of June and it still says it's stuck in customs, so I just assumed. For now, thats how they seem to be handling seized packages in the US

 

[IMq2BqnTmLMG]

I ordered at the beginning of June and it still says it's stuck in customs, so I just assumed. For now, thats how they seem to be handling seized packages in the US

What's the exact status of the package when you track it?

 

[Harper Lees]

It just says that it's in the warehouse. You can pm me for more details. It's just good not to blow someone up here.

 

[emgrl]

Also, if anyone is interested, hydroxyzine can potentiate barbiturates according to Wikipedia.
Hydroxyzine is an antihistamine.

I have been taking hydroxyzine and lexapro for about 3 weeks, will that mess with the N?

 

[Interloper]

This is a really stupid question, but if you vomit after becoming unconscious from the N and you start choking on it, you wouldn't experience it, right?

 

[Jrmull1993]

This is a really stupid question, but if you vomit after becoming unconscious from the N and you start choking on it, you wouldn't experience it, right?

If you are unconscious you will be completely oblivious to the fact you are vomiting.

 

[AliceTheGoon]

If you are unconscious you will be completely oblivious to the fact you are vomiting.

Depends how unconscious. Impending bodily functions tend to work their way into my dreams before waking me. I'd think if I was still alive enough to dream that I'd know if I was vomiting. From what I've read here vomiting isn't as much a thing with N as it is with SN. There's a lot about ctb that worries me but if I had N I wouldn't worry about that.

 

[Jrmull1993]

Depends how unconscious. Impending bodily functions tend to work their way into my dreams before waking me.

Sleeping is an entirely different state of consciousness. A state of unconsciousness, induced due to a barbiturate overdose is due to the disturbance of a neurotransmitter.

This disturbance causes the loss of response to all external stimuli. Interestingly enough, if you take enough N in a hot environment, your body will loose the ability to regulate its temperature and you'll cease to sweat.

The exact reason is well beyond my understanding, but per the National Society of Neurosciences, barbiturates induce the unconscious state through "positive modulation of the inhibitory function of the neurotransmitter gama-aminobutyric acid (GABA) through GABA-A receptors."

https://www.jneurosci.org/content/22/21/9203

 

[k1w1]

Has anyone got any recent information about the availability of vet N in Peru?

id like to know myself

 

[Nigh]

For future reference, would I be able to drink a cinnamon drink before taking N? I find that cinnamon helps me with nausea when I'm on my menstrual cycle.

 

[wljourney]

Just noticed this thread hasn't been updated in quite some time, so...

October 2022 - Update

- there is currently no reliable, trustworthy source for N
- D has stopped supplying N and his previous emails have been taken offline
- Exit Int is not updating the PPeH on a quarterly basis anymore
- Exit is now selling "The Essentials" - a shorter online version of the PPeH, which is updated on a monthly basis
- For a few days in September there was a new email address published, but it turned out to be a scam/not reliable
- Exit/Philip Nietzsche confirmed in their own forum that there are currently no known, reliable sellers of N.


All this has lead to even more scammers coming out of the woodworks, claiming to have either access to N or claiming to have D's new contact info. Quite a few members here have lost money to them.

If the situation changes, moderators/experienced members will update the forum.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/fraud-alert-n-from-d-fake-emails.98248/

 

[oddetoad]

If you are unconscious you will be completely oblivious to the fact you are vomiting.

it's not 100% verified though

This is a really stupid question, but if you vomit after becoming unconscious from the N and you start choking on it, you wouldn't experience it, right?

nobody knows 100% for sure

Since I've read a few NDE cases there's some where people are stuck in Hellish type coma scenarios and are literally experiencing Demons eating them alive (while they are in their coma phase) and these lasted months so who knows really for sure..
(NOT trying to fearmonger just saying be prepared for everything)

Here is the example I viewed (caution this is extreme)
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Coma Diaries Ep1 Stuck in HELL LOOP for 1 Month & Meets The Machine | Matrix Reincarnation Soul Trap

Forever Conscious Research Channel
14.5K subscribers

 

[notahappygirl]

Following

 

[IWishToDie]

scams out there, but D is legit and reliable

As of 2024, D is listed on the Nembutal scams website run by the author of the Handbook. I know he was legitimate at one point in time. Hope nobody gets scammed! Please edit the original post with an update!

 

[mr7861p]

Hi, I am just following up on this thread. Please could someone PM me to confirm that the contact details I have for D are correct and current?

 

[sadandlonely99]

Hi, I am just following up on this thread. Please could someone PM me to confirm that the contact details I have for D are correct and current?

D no longer exists. He got busted & is currently in jail awaiting trial. There are currently no reliable sources of pentobarbital on the internet—at least on the clear web. Your best bet would be to travel to a country in South America (Peru, Ecuador, Bolivia, Mexico?) & buy it in person at a vet shop willing to sell it over the counter.
https://nypost.com/2024/06/01/us-ne...ng-suicide-drug-after-some-buyers-found-dead/

 

[mr7861p]

D no longer exists. He got busted & is currently in jail awaiting trial. There are currently no reliable sources of pentobarbital on the internet—at least on the clear web. Your best bet would be to travel to a country in South America (Peru, Ecuador, Bolivia, Mexico?) & buy it in person at a vet shop willing to sell it over the counter.
https://nypost.com/2024/06/01/us-ne...ng-suicide-drug-after-some-buyers-found-dead/

Shit! He could be facing 60 years in prison! How reliable is the travelling method though?

 

[wljourney]

Shit! He could be facing 60 years in prison! How reliable is the travelling method though?

Traveling for it is risky if you plan to bring it back with you.

Usually the suggestion is for people to use it where they buy it and not bring it back on a flight.

As of 2024, D is listed on the Nembutal scams website run by the author of the Handbook. I know he was legitimate at one point in time. Hope nobody gets scammed! Please edit the original post with an update!

That's not new. When D stopped responding in 2021/2022 a few scammers popped up with VERY similar protonmail addresses.

Those were reported to the PPH scammer list.

D is gone for good now though.

He has been arrested in the US and is awaiting arraignment.

Federal Indictment in Chicago Charges Man With Illegally Importing Suicide Drug Into the U.S. From Mexico

Authorities in the U.S. and several foreign countries conducted well-being checks and recovered pentobarbital from numerous individuals who ordered it from the defendant.

www.justice.gov