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Suicide Discussion

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Sigh_Sigh_Sigh
Venting Anyone else feeling this way?
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2
Views
343
brokeandbroken
B
evilnkaa
Venting What should love feel like?
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5
Views
656
brokeandbroken
B
Eideprius
Venting How do non-suicidal people feel?
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12
Views
1K
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
M
Air and SN
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2
Views
322
mfjajs
M
S
Anyone who tried cutting the carotid artery but failed?
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13
Views
3K
Skal
S
N
Not strong enough
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0
Views
260
nextstepdeath
N
ham and potatoes
Help Dark net market updates?
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11
Views
1K
endofline2010
endofline2010
CTB Dream
Venting Time injury damage
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10
Views
502
watamote12
watamote12
Sun_
Help with N (antiemetics)
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4
Views
583
Sun_
Sun_
D
Countries that give metoclopramide without perscription
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2
Views
302
watamote12
watamote12
continxjehlly
Method Escitalopram/Amisulpride
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7
Views
541
apeaceofmind
apeaceofmind
C
I feel great falling asleep every night so why not ctb?
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11
Views
800
whatevacarnt
W
A
Can people who took SN but failed recount their experience
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1
Views
367
schrei_nach_liebe
schrei_nach_liebe
ilovemymelody1998
Venting Does anyone else feel embarrassed or ashamed of feeling so defeated by life?
Replies
7
Views
1K
sevennn
sevennn
chronicdissosiation
Venting indifferent after my suicide attempt
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5
Views
704
JustA_LittlePerson
JustA_LittlePerson
B
Identity
Replies
3
Views
442
brokeandbroken
B
kotonearisato
  • Question
Help Amitriptyline question
Replies
2
Views
504
kotonearisato
kotonearisato
futurebuscatcher
Help Partial Suspension Plans— Opinions needed.
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0
Views
272
futurebuscatcher
futurebuscatcher
qualityOV3Rquantity
How can my family expect me to go on with a permanent physical illness?
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12
Views
798
sevennn
sevennn
H
Method Carbon monoxide
Replies
45
Views
3K
A Dream of a Dream
A Dream of a Dream
sundown12
Another SN question
Replies
6
Views
423
Plato'sCaveDweller
Plato'sCaveDweller
Praying 4 a Miracle
  • Locked
YOU are an amazing person! Pain & suffering does NOT change this fact, & there is no one in the universe who is exactly like you! DO YOU AGREE?
Replies
41
Views
2K
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
Slark
depression
Replies
8
Views
425
Just_Another_Person
Just_Another_Person
UndeadSpectre
  • Poll
Discussion Are you a incel?
Replies
43
Views
3K
sceáwere
sceáwere
zurukunai
SN measurements and meds
Replies
7
Views
911
sadlittleman32
sadlittleman32
h4nah4ki
goodbye
Replies
24
Views
1K
Worndown
Worndown
CTB Dream
Venting Time travel
Replies
20
Views
941
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
canyounotbesad
If I can't help myself or expect people to help me, what is the point of trying?
Replies
3
Views
448
mint
mint
RoadBLOCK
forever alone?
Replies
12
Views
686
RoadBLOCK
RoadBLOCK
RoadBLOCK
Love at first sight (big Hollywood lie)
Replies
2
Views
294
nihilistic_dragon
nihilistic_dragon
RoadBLOCK
Who am I?
Replies
5
Views
614
RoadBLOCK
RoadBLOCK
SmallKoy
Venting Yep venting
Replies
0
Views
297
SmallKoy
SmallKoy
C
How to think of something other than ctb
Replies
3
Views
325
Darkover
Darkover
i_miss_my_dad
What SN are you supposed to buy?
Replies
0
Views
433
i_miss_my_dad
i_miss_my_dad
Plato'sCaveDweller
  • Locked
  • Question
Discussion I've just placed my order with DMC, and I could really use some reassurance.
Replies
43
Views
4K
tankapi
T
acdef0
Venting my fear of being alone is ruining my life
Replies
2
Views
555
Waterfall500
Waterfall500
C
Suicide by hanging, painfull ?
Replies
20
Views
2K
shadow999
shadow999
meltskelt
Venting Just bought SN
Replies
5
Views
599
opheliaoveragain
opheliaoveragain
memoriesofyesterday
For those who have voluntarily entered a mental health facility...can you smoke?
Replies
15
Views
595
heliophobic
heliophobic
TransfemCutter
Story I love my gf
Replies
2
Views
370
Davey40210
Davey40210
Mooncry
Mark your calendars 🤍
Replies
4
Views
550
nihilistic_dragon
nihilistic_dragon
N
Wrecking ball
Replies
0
Views
332
nextstepdeath
N
CTB Dream
Venting Connect
Replies
3
Views
519
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
pearlfountain
any1 able to pm me an SN source that ships to UK ?
Replies
1
Views
320
opheliaoveragain
opheliaoveragain
uk_buscatcher_522
Anyone successfully got SN sent to a PO Box?
Replies
2
Views
501
pearlfountain
pearlfountain
themonkeymaan
Venting Goodbye
Replies
9
Views
767
maynoname
maynoname
Reflection
Venting How I realized it was over
Replies
0
Views
349
Reflection
Reflection
NegevChina
Venting Time is running out for me
Replies
18
Views
974
justpathetic
justpathetic
Awesomefoid67
Venting Quantum immortality as a concept is terrifying
Replies
21
Views
1K
Kali_Yuga13
Kali_Yuga13
Darkover
Venting "It gets better" I've wanted to die for 8 years now. 9 soon. It still hasn't gotten better.
Replies
9
Views
678
nihilistic_dragon
nihilistic_dragon
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