futurebuscatcher
Cat Connoisseur
- Sep 15, 2024
- 101
I want to experiment with death a bit to either work up my tolerance/test if this is for me or decide if I really want to live.
My plan is to practice with asphyxiation so my SI will decrease and I can maybe find it comforting, especially if I take a sedative with it so I don't feel a thing should I realize I want to do it.
I don't know what thickness of rope to get– a thinner one to choke more effectively or a thicker one for comfort. Any advice? Is this stupid?
My plan is to practice with asphyxiation so my SI will decrease and I can maybe find it comforting, especially if I take a sedative with it so I don't feel a thing should I realize I want to do it.
I don't know what thickness of rope to get– a thinner one to choke more effectively or a thicker one for comfort. Any advice? Is this stupid?
