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Suicide Discussion

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nymphojuno
transorbital lobotomy?
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5
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536
diviosd
diviosd
drained999
train method
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11
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2K
ShatteredSerenity
ShatteredSerenity
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If I use SN is the possibility of people irl linking my account to here (because of the method) pretty much certain?
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8
Views
478
lament.
lament.
AH23
Is there anywhere to buy an N test kit besides the PPeH?
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0
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440
AH23
AH23
E Butler
Sourcing Antiemics in the UK?
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10
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646
lebrodude
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qualityOV3Rquantity
Help How long does SN last?
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1
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629
APeacefulPlace
APeacefulPlace
dust-in-the-wind
Partial Question
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7
Views
653
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
parasite_eve
Byeeeeee (and thank you) <3
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30
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3K
yehxlder.666
yehxlder.666
Save_Me_Mind
Story 2/9/2025
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0
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350
Save_Me_Mind
Save_Me_Mind
H
Venting Urge to harm myself/do something dangerous
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0
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486
heavysoul
H
Sleeper System
Please read this.
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16
Views
980
Sleeper System
Sleeper System
penguinl0v3s
PTSD developing several months after incident?
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4
Views
359
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
dddaaangxl
Venting everyone ignores me
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4
Views
680
BlueButterfly111
BlueButterfly111
giles corey
modernity in retrograde
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0
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232
giles corey
giles corey
P
SN
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0
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497
Prescotmunn
P
D
VSED in the Netherlands
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7
Views
900
ninonino1
N
H
  • Question
Help Where to buy nitrogen/helium/argon tank online in india?
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6
Views
824
unique_user
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justcallmeJ
Help How can I make my ctb notes public?
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13
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1K
lamy's sacred sleep
lamy's sacred sleep
Anonymoususer1234
Anyone else unable to commit?
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10
Views
493
martinso67
M
DivineSpark
I want to protect my loved ones.
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1
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258
Darkover
Darkover
B
Cbt methods discussion for india
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5
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681
unique_user
U
L
The people that kill themselves
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5
Views
640
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
J
Discussion Any suicide notes to read?
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10
Views
711
Johnzaga23
J
DivineSpark
Anxiety, anhedonia, despair, schizophrenia
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6
Views
434
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
divinemistress87
I want to go home
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2
Views
405
ShatteredSerenity
ShatteredSerenity
DivineSpark
I hate this place. This zoo. This prison. This reality, whatever you wanna call it
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5
Views
375
Dayrain
D
KillingPain267
Method Can you commit suicide with fireworks?
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10
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1K
ShatteredSerenity
ShatteredSerenity
pumpkinpie
Venting What do you do when your family loves you?
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17
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1K
foreverstardust
F
L
Autism is why I’m alone
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36
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3K
rehm2k3
R
C
I am crying because this is the end. I will update my post as I ctb
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21
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1K
Epilogue
E
Valhala
Civilization as the hypocrisy of false freedom and suicide
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1
Views
347
L'absent
L'absent
B
Method Chances of success?
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10
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1K
Bert2233
B
cylus46
Venting The sick bliss of sleep deprivation and starvation
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1
Views
385
avalokitesvara
avalokitesvara
Lack-of-Everything
Help Hope to CTB soon. Concerned about synchronicities.
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5
Views
553
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
Pennyroyal
Venting Just some random thoughts
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4
Views
622
Pennyroyal
Pennyroyal
persepexa
Opened up to my mother
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4
Views
437
DivineSpark
DivineSpark
K
Annoyed by inability to self harm
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2
Views
530
DivineSpark
DivineSpark
BlueberrySylv
  • Question
Help a little bit of questions about sn method
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16
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2K
martinso67
M
wanttogetonthebus
Help Critique the Feasibility of My Plan & Offer Me Practical Tips
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2
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2K
fallingasl33p
fallingasl33p
SovietSuicide
Life update
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0
Views
288
SovietSuicide
SovietSuicide
A
Venting I am fuckin stupid
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1
Views
369
Szarur-abi
Szarur-abi
P
Oramorph
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3
Views
480
Peter Skellern
P
L
  • Poll
Discussion What is your Adverse Childhood Experience Score?
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54
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3K
Permanoir
Permanoir
SadGoLucky37
ctb through dehydration?
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3
Views
382
APeacefulPlace
APeacefulPlace
marios
Help Does anyone knows what happen il the SN Is -let say- 94%?
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3
Views
417
Endofpain
Endofpain
TastySorrow
Help SN storage plan (+pretty vague background)
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3
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1K
marios
marios
A
What do you feel most of the time
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36
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2K
unworthy_
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IsolatedChaos
Help Has anyone here tried and failed CTB by pills?
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19
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1K
maniac116
maniac116
D
A little too much practice and the survival instinct
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9
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1K
CTB Fella
CTB Fella
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
Rental/Housing Crisis
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4
Views
821
ihatemyselfwanttodi
ihatemyselfwanttodi
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