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Suicide Discussion

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ForgiveMeFriends
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Discussion How can i know if i truly want to die or not?
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7
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664
TheLastGreySky
TheLastGreySky
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Bringing SN through customs in the UK
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11
Views
863
Wilt-On-High
Wilt-On-High
kkiwii
Venting shortish vent
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0
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456
kkiwii
kkiwii
Darkover
Venting Life it’s like no matter what you do, you’re just treading water in a sea that doesn’t care if you drown.
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6
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579
ke9
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Dresired
Venting I hate that we are animals
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12
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1K
WrathfulGloom32
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Does DMC still have the payment option of Amazon giftcard?
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0
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308
purplesky9
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P
Has anyone managed to buy SN off DMC’s latest site?
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0
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257
purplesky9
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Thomas Rekowicz
Venting This is how i will look in a casket what do you think?
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7
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1K
sweetcreep
sweetcreep
C
Help SN from DMC already arrived, paid via AirBnB and now AirBnB refunded the payment
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6
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2K
Arb
Arb
notaperson
Help Help sourcing AEs and Benzos?
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1
Views
410
gothbird
gothbird
Unsure and Useless
Venting Already Too Late to Open Up
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1
Views
498
_Gollum_
_Gollum_
citruslynx
Venting Depression irritability...
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2
Views
469
Saponification
Saponification
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will partial hanging work on your knees
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5
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667
wham311
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LostLily
Feeling guilty about having a plan
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5
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695
Michi_Violeta
Michi_Violeta
wantingdignity
Urgently wanting to die and wishing I had died instead of my coworker
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3
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630
FishRain3469
FishRain3469
nomoreme
this night
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3
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362
sweetcreep
sweetcreep
Ariii
Attempts at attempts
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5
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634
BlueLock
BlueLock
gothbird
Resource How to Explain Having SN
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8
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3K
gothbird
gothbird
unnaturalmovement
Venting Failed attempt with psychedelics, suicide, occult, meaning, Life
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10
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1K
unnaturalmovement
unnaturalmovement
StrugglingSienna
  • Question
Discussion Anyone else considering taking out a fat life insurance policy before they ctb?
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10
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1K
worthless123
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LavĂ­nia
Venting not good
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4
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744
webb&flow
webb&flow
EternalAgony
Help Preventing grief
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11
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1K
EternalAgony
EternalAgony
StrawberryRed
Fear of making anyone care about me
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3
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403
zixd
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JJMaynard97
I Feel Nervous
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5
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424
JJMaynard97
JJMaynard97
Busridin'26
Venting Wanting to CTB so much at times I can't focus on anything.
Replies
7
Views
1K
Xiaojiu
Xiaojiu
venomousSSĂ«rpent74
I haven’t been here in a while but of course I’m still fucked up
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0
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243
venomousSSĂ«rpent74
venomousSSĂ«rpent74
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Antidepressants as a tool taking the bus
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13
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2K
KillingPain267
KillingPain267
wantingdignity
Garage or a bridge?
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0
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250
wantingdignity
wantingdignity
ElTopo
Venting Guilt
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1
Views
362
Haematemesis
Haematemesis
AnonymousL
Venting I don't wanna hurt them
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2
Views
493
getoutgirl
getoutgirl
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Method New method never tested ?
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0
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500
zixd
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Busridin'26
Venting International assisted suicide.
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3
Views
746
Xiaojiu
Xiaojiu
notaperson
Venting It's such a weird feeling accepting that you are going to be dead soon.
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0
Views
560
notaperson
notaperson
R
survival instinct kicked in
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3
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922
AnonymousL
AnonymousL
Darkover
Venting My life is like being locked in a malfunctioning machine you didn’t build, didn’t want, and can’t fix
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1
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504
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
K
Story The Price of Failure
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2
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566
Ferreter
Ferreter
nails
Venting cringe and lonely
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7
Views
987
JJMaynard97
JJMaynard97
cantwaittoleave
Venting I’m back after almost 3 years.
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2
Views
719
JJMaynard97
JJMaynard97
D
FML
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3
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605
Done182
D
S
Insulin overdose
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2
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460
gothbird
gothbird
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My SN protocol. Your opinion/advice is appreciated
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22
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3K
WhenIBreathe
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popbob
DMC SITE or others
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8
Views
855
Mary Janex
Mary Janex
ventingfrustrations
Saw an artist depicting a shotgun suicide and now I don’t know I’m scared I don’t want my sister to see that
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13
Views
850
WrathfulGloom32
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bnkshawty
Venting ^^
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5
Views
615
bnkshawty
bnkshawty
opheliaoveragain
Discussion CTB Song Thread
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20
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2K
ODIFA
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Mav
Method I apologize PROFUSELY for asking this very frequently asked question, but with my medical knowledge, conditions, and meds, I’m having such a hard time
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4
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2K
HollowCreek
HollowCreek
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Can I order sn from dmc if I live in California
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0
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401
ocean2200reef
O
montanatype
Method Question about plan B
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1
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647
HollowCreek
HollowCreek
Lord_Kapybara
Method Diethyl Ether Exit Bag
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2
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2K
Lord_Kapybara
Lord_Kapybara
ImNotReal
Might buy a a gun
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8
Views
698
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
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