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Suicide Discussion

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hoping to lose hope
Does anyone else self sabotage themselves to hopefully CTB?
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16
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970
Gerard de Nerval
Gerard de Nerval
Ardesevent
Venting CTB plans ruined due to Covid
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2
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1K
CoalmineCanary
CoalmineCanary
virginiawoolf86
Thoughts on SI
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1
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497
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
K
Has anyone in the UK received N from A in 2020?
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3
Views
770
TooConscious
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phoenixx
Help Writing a suicide letter for my online friend
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3
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1K
phoenixx
phoenixx
Stevenstevensteven
Help Sn capsules (US)
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48
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4K
Jumper Geo
Jumper Geo
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Access to tall buildings?
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12
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926
lookingforpeace1
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Time Travel
why do people commit suicide in a hotel?
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15
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1K
All washed up
All washed up
ScornedStoic
Venting Does anyone else feel apathetic to your family even if you care about them due to sheer levels of suicidality?
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15
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1K
Auroraborealis
Auroraborealis
Throwmyselfaway
Anyone tried EST?
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16
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1K
Weary Soul
Weary Soul
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Ensure success
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4
Views
612
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
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Last suicide by cop thread update (not doing it)
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3
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1K
_Kaira_
_Kaira_
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Help Painless method?
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6
Views
853
_Kaira_
_Kaira_
depressedsally
Wonder if this is a ctb
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7
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1K
hoping to lose hope
hoping to lose hope
Literalgarbage
Plastic bag Suffocation
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2
Views
2K
ItsTime
ItsTime
UglyDuck666
I gonna fix my parents mistake
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1
Views
608
sadworld
sadworld
BGM
am i wrong?
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3
Views
588
BGM
BGM
Predestinated
Method Hanging: I dont have the guts to test the fainting
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4
Views
914
HelloHell
HelloHell
Ardesevent
Discussion Will your death impact anyone?
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48
Views
2K
clocktower
clocktower
Kramer
Bridge or parking garage? Which is better?
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4
Views
801
Kramer
Kramer
Gromit-CTB
Discussion CTB final notes
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16
Views
2K
Wisdom3_1-9
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Shotgun suicide stream
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22
Views
4K
Kat!
K
death137
Anyone constantly postponing the inevitable?
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16
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1K
Wisdom3_1-9
W
NotMuchLongerPlease
Have to go soon
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1
Views
552
TripleA
TripleA
botanormal
Help Worried about another user
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138
Views
11K
Deleted member 23009
Deleted member 23009
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Resource Which gun and bullets would be best to kill myself with?
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13
Views
2K
Kat!
K
everbuzzingone
Venting Tinnitus robbing me of life
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43
Views
3K
puppy9
puppy9
Leo
SN measurement
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0
Views
439
Leo
Leo
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Help How much SN to use?
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3
Views
1K
_Kaira_
_Kaira_
dr3amw4lking
goodbye thread
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24
Views
2K
_Kaira_
_Kaira_
Nymph
Help Where to hide suicide kit
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14
Views
2K
Moon Flower
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Fear of abandonment.
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3
Views
600
_Kaira_
_Kaira_
A
NSFW **Trigger Warning**
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12
Views
3K
_Kaira_
_Kaira_
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Help Without suspension = ctb or ?
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2
Views
614
AutoTap
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R
Method Suicide by cop
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22
Views
2K
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
Dizzy_Dreams
Dog leash?
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7
Views
699
summers
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depressedsally
Tryna beat this emptiness but am running out of time
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13
Views
736
Brackenshire
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iluvkorn2
Talking my mom out of CTB was not what i planned for today.
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6
Views
913
virginiawoolf86
virginiawoolf86
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What is was the top place to use SN among members
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6
Views
819
virginiawoolf86
virginiawoolf86
depressedsally
Discussion How do we really know what’s happened to other members
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33
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2K
virginiawoolf86
virginiawoolf86
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Suicide in the hotel - Who pays to clean the room?
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18
Views
2K
Gnip
Gnip
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Help How do I not get caught.
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7
Views
1K
AutoTap
A
F
Crazy low
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11
Views
690
Frew
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notMyRealName
Story Life is ironic
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4
Views
804
SN-chan
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EconomcDisparity
Discussion Drugs + CTB?
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7
Views
676
Gromit-CTB
Gromit-CTB
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Discussion those who are ctb very soon: what will you miss out on
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48
Views
3K
Dagon
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FlyMe2TheMoon
Song you associate with CTB?
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40
Views
2K
Cursed4ever
Cursed4ever
dropdeadfred
The lies we tell ourselves... (love note to you)
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17
Views
1K
dropdeadfred
dropdeadfred
Acopia
I’m back, friends.
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6
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1K
_Kaira_
_Kaira_
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How to know if you really want to die?
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24
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1K
AnotherBrick
AnotherBrick
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