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Suicide Discussion

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HermitLonerGuy
Forensic specialist looks at autopsy and says what drowning feels like (my method)
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33
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2K
HermitLonerGuy
HermitLonerGuy
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Needed a way to express how much in pain I am
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4
Views
292
thebusislatetonight
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FieldsofLavender
Discussion Do you SH because you want to CTB?
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15
Views
423
mushroomhive
mushroomhive
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Discussion Is anyone afraid to recover?
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16
Views
512
The Eeyorish One
The Eeyorish One
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Why is suicide so hard
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8
Views
577
Darkover
Darkover
borderline-feline
Venting Irrational pain over a fictional character making me want to die
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33
Views
1K
borderline-feline
borderline-feline
trucker247
Final questions before i go
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3
Views
334
almostoutofhere
almostoutofhere
Lonerzepam
Resource Websites to send encrypted, private, self distructing messages
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2
Views
735
Lost in a Dream
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FireFox
Suicidal as valentines day approaches
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20
Views
407
oneeyed
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CTB Dream
Venting Ability lose
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1
Views
252
missingpeace
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CTB Dream
Callous fiend
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0
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227
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
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Wish I could just pay someone
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13
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1K
wanttodie
wanttodie
Tricondyla ledouxi
Would 50g be enough SN? I will not be using an antiemetic, at best, an OTC one so won’t be too useful.
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12
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1K
FireWalkWithMe
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What post count is needed to PM?
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8
Views
313
Decided98
Decided98
leopard_gec
Generalization of suicide and ignoration of those who don't fit in lead to death (and the reason SS exists)
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1
Views
236
Catlovergirl
Catlovergirl
everlastinghistory
She deactivated, she’s really gone
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18
Views
888
Catlovergirl
Catlovergirl
Shizzy617
Venting I want to CTB, is that selfish?
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14
Views
473
Shizzy617
Shizzy617
articspiral
failed hanging attempt, marks on neck
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4
Views
531
Tartuffe
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Discussion Over 70% of us (so far) have been suicidal for more than 6 years.
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4
Views
384
enditplz
enditplz
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Partial hanging in the woods
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7
Views
354
spinningmyself
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Does anyone who've attempted CTB glad they failed?
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11
Views
413
Lonerzepam
Lonerzepam
Mimikyuu
Discussion What made you decide that you seriously wanted to CBT?
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4
Views
285
StringPuppet
StringPuppet
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Method Why is Sodium Nitrite preferred over Potassium Nitrite
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10
Views
2K
littlelady774
littlelady774
samishii
Venting I'd be rich if I got 10 bucks for everytime I offended someone
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2
Views
399
Ernest1964
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FieldsofLavender
Story The story of my second suicide attempt (it's a little funny, I promise)
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18
Views
645
H.O.Xan
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May is it
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13
Views
358
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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  • Question
Waited long enough. Where do I buy the mysterious eject-button pill people seem to allude to exist?
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4
Views
392
Majestatea Masiva
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I've decided I'm doing it. Life insurance question.
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6
Views
410
painofzed
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S
Help Asap need help
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6
Views
480
shootemallagain
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card1nal
Almost sent a letter to my friend that would expose my suicidal ideation
Replies
2
Views
217
card1nal
card1nal
Rose190021
Venting I can’t anymore
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3
Views
313
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Venting Life is not fear so if people know that why are they so cruel and treat others like shit.
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4
Views
263
sadDaysAhead
S
alivefornow
Discussion How do you die in your fantasy?
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22
Views
543
Darkover
Darkover
alivefornow
  • Question
Discussion Honest question about Self-Sabotage
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9
Views
400
wastingpotential
wastingpotential
Usako0504
Venting I made my therapist cry and I feel like a failure
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4
Views
369
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
ethereals
Venting I feel like I'm trapped
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5
Views
308
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
ctbgurl
Feeling doesn’t exist
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2
Views
239
ctbgurl
ctbgurl
ctbgurl
Venting I don’t need your help
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4
Views
363
ctbgurl
ctbgurl
nembutal
documenting my suicide publicly?
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1
Views
296
WhiteRabbit
WhiteRabbit
Shadowlord900
I have Coeliac Disease :(
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0
Views
212
Shadowlord900
Shadowlord900
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Venting I WISH I HAD CTB SOONER. NOBODY GIVES A FUCK ,THATS THE TRUTH.
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9
Views
400
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
MidnightDream
With parents
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2
Views
320
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
yuzuchan
Discussion Documenting sn soon
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10
Views
906
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
SunsetPeace
Discussion Would you mind reviewing a booklet I am making for partial hanging?
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7
Views
720
heidiloux
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Nirrend
Finally some huge relapses
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2
Views
246
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
cryst
Venting im a liar im a liar im a liar
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2
Views
288
Dot
Dot
K
Falsely accused of a terrible crime
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11
Views
967
Blackroom_57
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Venting a place to slag off the police- please join me!
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5
Views
384
Againstthewind
Againstthewind
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Venting Tired of loneliness and self-hatred
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5
Views
277
Huntfish34
Huntfish34
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Discussion Anyone else hoping that fear will help them in their CTB attempt?
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7
Views
342
Gustav Hartmann
Gustav Hartmann
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