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WHEN I'M GONE

Unattainable666

Unattainable666

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2023
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When I'm gone I will no longer feel bad about myself; I will no longer care that I am unloved; I will not longer grieve or shed tears; I will no longer worry about foolish things; I will no longer beg people to care about me - just for me. When I'm gone, I will finally be free from all the pain, grief, anxiety an dpain of this world. I will be at my daddy's side having coffee; I will watch my littl egirl running towards me with open arms just for me. I will finally be loved again - unconditionally and completely. Why the fuck would I want to stay?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,997
I could personally never understand why anyone would ever wish to stay in this hellish world, just simply being here makes the thought of death sound so incredibly appealing as after all to die solves all problems and prevents all future suffering. I see suicide as being self care.
 
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