Help Need help on living the remaining days peacefully before ctb.

[Leisesyn]

I have come up of a plan where I want to suddenly go missing from all the person I know. The plan is that I will go to completely primeval forest. Arriving in this forest, I want to stay there for 3days with enough food and drinks to keep me alive. Of course, I don't want to get tracked so I will not bring any mobile phones with me. I just want to feel this kind of peace once in my life, so I want to do it before executing the SWB method to a nearby lake. I also do not want my SI to intervene so I will try to make sure I will get lost or set my foods or drinks just enough that I can no longer go back. What do you guys think?


edit: maybe I will execute SWB method at night to make sure no one will be there to rescue me.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's very much understandable wanting to die alone, far away from any other people, I also like the sound of that. If you decide to ctb this way then I wish you the best with your plans and I hope that you eventually find the freedom that you search for.

 

[azurarcher]

It sounds so beautiful! I'd love to die surrounded by nature too. Are you not worried that your body might start decaying too fast in the water far from civilization? Or the dead don't care?

 

[hellispink]

It sounds like a plan. As long as there is no communication and one is far in the forest, not even SI will stop it. I would love to do the same and go in nature for a few days to then disappear.

 

[Leisesyn]

It sounds so beautiful! I'd love to die surrounded by nature too. Are you not worried that your body might start decaying too fast in the water far from civilization? Or the dead don't care?

Oh no not at all, I even wish it will decay to nothing but ashes as soon as I am no longer in this body.