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Recovery

This place is dedicated to supporting those who are in the process of healing and overcoming suicidal thoughts. Share your journey and connect with others here.
rayisnothereyet
Help i genuinely dont know what to do
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631
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bl33ding_heart
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Help How do I put how I feel into words, authentically?
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2
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328
alizametal
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i regret jumping from the train tracks as i felt the train approaching
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4
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371
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wantingdignity
BlueButterfly111
Help What type of mental illness and/or disorders do you think I possibly could have?!
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8
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866
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telekon
If you are treated poorly
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2
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344
telekon
telekon
Abyss Dweller
Anyone else resistant to meds?
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17
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singingcrow
singingcrow
whitetaildeer
Help How do I get over myself and just go the fuck to therapy?
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3
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568
Redacted24
R
sinnrr-sistrr
Know of any SH-specific forums?
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6
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515
interna
interna
counterstrikeglobal
Help Does having a partner make life easier?
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36
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3K
PalOnTheSteppe
PalOnTheSteppe
Nitlott
Discussion Anyone went to a therapist with "mild", "light" problems? How was it?
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7
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431
looking4partner
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K
Venting How do you stop your thoughts from going into 'those' places?
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2
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415
looking4partner
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SatinSoul
For Those Who Need a Reason
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4
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701
NihilDoll
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camelcrushlova
vent - i need motivation. i’m slowly losing my fucking mind
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1
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348
sinnrr-sistrr
sinnrr-sistrr
doener11
Venting My best friend hates me
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4
Views
398
4Das
4Das
camswithincams
I finally don’t feel like I want to die.
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4
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363
4Das
4Das
BlueButterfly111
Venting I feel trapped in this world and the life that I’m living.
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4
Views
570
sinnrr-sistrr
sinnrr-sistrr
embr3ce2026
bad habits/automatic behaviours/avoidance
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2
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352
tipoftheRGB
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notwhereIbelong
Venting I'm tired of this ride
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2
Views
374
doener11
doener11
hoppybunny
Venting First day
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1
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358
timf
T
owarikigan
Help arfid experiences in psych ward
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3
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296
owarikigan
owarikigan
scentoflavender
finally threw away my blades
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10
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459
The Disqualified
The Disqualified
Arctic-hare
Story The time I missed "the bus"
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10
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842
Arctic-hare
Arctic-hare
persistentheartache
Does anyone know what a successful therapy timeline looks like?
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2
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322
roseberry
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Nitlott
Help Obsession with throwing stuff away?
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3
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452
dreaming
dreaming
H
Anyone else living with anhedonia? Feels so pointless.
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10
Views
702
rainy.tears
R
u_unoriginal
Venting Hard to find purpose
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1
Views
404
timf
T
C
Venting Well, I'm still living for something or just wasting my time with life still don't have the will to die but I have the desire to.
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1
Views
290
timf
T
I Me & Myself
Being asked to cover up sh scars
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9
Views
717
I Me & Myself
I Me & Myself
Cauliflour
tbh I don't know why I'm still on here
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4
Views
368
violetforever
violetforever
nitritegirl
i need a better antidepressant
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1
Views
295
charlavail
charlavail
Fresh Soju
Resource What's your "Go-to" list for things which you know are beneficial for your mental health?
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4
Views
578
mjolnir
M
BleedingConstantly
I really don't know what to do
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4
Views
388
webb&flow
webb&flow
B
Venting dealing with trauma
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7
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456
uuser1412
U
Theresnoescape
Medication combo
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0
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252
Theresnoescape
Theresnoescape
Nitlott
Help Phone addiction
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12
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994
tipoftheRGB
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Lupop
Saved
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2
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253
Dot
Dot
EmptyBottle
Forgiving oneself
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3
Views
227
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
TheEmeraldWitch
Ottawa, Ontario, Canada seeking recovery buddy in the city
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0
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178
TheEmeraldWitch
TheEmeraldWitch
F
I have post-finasteride syndrome, a rare and untreatable condition. Recovery takes years, if it happens at all. Somehow, I have to hope and hold on
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13
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1K
fadedghost
fadedghost
m3nhera
I’m gonna try and complete all my goals before considering ctb
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10
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608
MapleS
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J
Being transgender and autistic feels impossible
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2
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466
Johny89
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B
Help Blood pressure betraying me
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4
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465
BearTreadingWater
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M
How to get drugs
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1
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259
Quietist
Quietist
glorp
should i stay hopeful ?
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6
Views
310
MapleS
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thracia776
I wish I had the energy to move
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3
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290
MapleS
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I
I want to get better but I feel so hopeless. To be suicidal and depressed is all I know.
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5
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575
imsohappy
I
nitrogenous
Feeling conflicted and hopeless with birthday coming up in roughly 2 hours time
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3
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286
nitrogenous
nitrogenous
deny_conformity
Discussion Contradictions
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4
Views
367
deny_conformity
deny_conformity
nonliv
Resource Any plugs in Lithuania?
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3
Views
352
LittleJem
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U
Has anyone tried ketamine before? What were your experiences?
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447
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