The very fact that their are so many suicidal people. I've slowly been realizing just how terrible this life is, even though mine isn't as horrible( but it's still bad ). It's the fact that I don't hate life enough. I hate the truths of the world, and yet I feel i don't understand them enough, I feel as if I'm not yet ready, but I should be, if that makes any sense. I feel almost as ctb is not my choice but what I must do, in order to be right and truthful. And I'm struggling to coming to terms with that. I don't hate life enough and I feel guilty/ wrong for that. What do I do
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bananaolympus
Specialist
- Dec 12, 2024
- 394
For me its not about hating life because i don't hate life but to understand that i am not compatible/suited to live anymore, i do feel grateful for experimenting life because it gave me moments of happiness
pauly369
Dying Inside.
- Mar 16, 2025
- 161
If I was born into a different world other than this one, and I had a normal brain, then I would probably love life.
Yet this world is run by evil people who force us to go to school in order to become wage - slaves and steal most of our time and energy and oppress us in so many ways.
This evil system creates a great deal of mental illness , so its no wonder so many are becoming suicidal by the day.
Also man - made religions turn people against each other creating endless wars, the list goes on.
Dont feel guilty about the way you feel because your feelings are a logical response to the fact that this is planet hell we are living on.
It's a sick system, and school is so cruel. I hated it, just like I hate work and having a boss. It's wrong. This world is messed up.Similar threads
