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Enlightened
May 15, 2019
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I'm afraid to say I have very little memory of what I actually took
The truth is,I had a stash of N,but reached it's expiry date,so I chose to pass it on to someone who needed it more than me
Maybe it was not having that to hand or maybe I was just at a desperate point
I know I went to my mom's house because she had an old box of Amitriptyline.
Not sure how much was in there,but I took the whole box (quite a large box) along with anti emetics and valium (and some wine).
I have no memory of passing out at all. Furthermore,I jave no memory of going to their house or taking the meds
I came around in the ICU with brain damage from hypoxia and heart damage from the amitriptyline.
But it was totally painless and I would do it again.
I was just very unlucky and was found
Thank you.
Have you fully recovered and do you know how long it was since you were discovered.
(Apologies for all the questions, its just that its rare to speak to someone who has took an ami od )
 
K

kkatt

Paragon
Nov 12, 2018
967
Thank you.
Have you fully recovered and do you know how long it was since you were discovered.
(Apologies for all the questions, its just that its rare to speak to someone who has took an ami od )
I'm still under the cardiologist and my brain is slowly recovering. Dunno if it will return to it's full function.
By the time I was found,I had stopped breathing. But they managed to get me going again. Boo!
 

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